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2004-10-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

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2004-10-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

i wanna change layout! but i shall resist myself (x I HOPE SO. practically didnt study today. onyl read pathetic dangerous game. but understood it better.

wenta change my shoe size today. okay. i admit i have big ronald mcdonald feet.which jus fits perfectly for a size 5. but i think thats too small so i wenta change for a size 6. ---laugh all u want. serene. lol. brought some accessories too (x met my mum... n slpet thru the afternoon.contine later cya

2004-10-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

jus had a terribly good chat with xiner n serene jus now at starbucks.. haha... we chatted like... 4 hours straight loh...lol.all gossips n own stuffs. hahaah. fun n nice. we didnt hav such a terribly good chat for such a long time... tok abt past de misunderstandings.. ex-class...1c...all dese x) lurv it(:

anw.. went to causeway n library today. its like chung cheng gathering again.lol... brought my converses ((: weehoooh! n um..did some maths... kenneth taught me/i teach kenneth. lol.. such a simple mode median mean i also dunch understand. n esp trigo problem sum worsee o.0 haha finally couldnt resist ourselves n went to shop. haah played arcade n erm..STARES AT PPL'S NEOPRINT. to look for some stupid chung cheng's. dumb thing. n dunno who started takin hp's out shoot ppl. n tt stupid xiner places a damn nice pic of mine she captured as her wallpaper. so next time u see her phone..say e owner is me. (: laadeedums i hav a nice day today (: budden i think i am dumb :X to hav...forget it..

takkare my frd (:

oh ya. something maddenging is that there are nice movies i wanna catch! but all NC-16!!! ahhhh i wanna watch exorcist!! hellpppp! anw i changed my wishlist too (:

2004-10-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

wooho. i resisted my self to the comp ytd... but im here now.. boohoo.felt like sleeping during the history paper. but NO! haha i didnt even have the time to complete the paer >.< only wrote like.."agree" for the structured n source based. no time...ahhh! dnt..i guess guess one lah. raining heavily when its time for us to go home. wenta northpoint shop awhile. made a stupid joke...of ~~da di~~ma di. lol...well anw. jus watch sg idol...SUX MAN JERRY SHOULD HAV GONE OUT! THAT STUPID LECHER-LOOK. ahhh! n now i think david's cute ): with his friendster pic with his adorable hamster. lol... jerry sux lah. well. jeassea got out also v saddening lah. she can sing. sux loh. haha i bet jerry would get sarcastic comments from the judges again next week. BOO HIM! tts all (: gna pia tmr n sun.. gna sleep real soon. tired :
u hav no right to control me >:-/

2004-10-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

OH NO. IM SO STUPID.TILL NOW THEN I FOUND OUT.....phew..luckily =')

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forget abt that thing abv..its so...DUMB of me. ahhh! alrights. today wenta mac eat breakfast. n erm i went to sci remedial wo bring sci materials o.0 [it wasnt needed anyway (: ] n they accused me of eating's ppl toufu! --shows an innocent look (:0 boooyooh. art. drew women with voluptuous body (; took that big zhou-deng coursework back. n 2a is deeply interested in origami today o.0 lol..nobody wanna learn for me how to fold Yuanbaos' ah. learned to fold double heart--halfway (: n netball. aww nt very fun. n i haven been studyin :X nt in a gd mood today ): n jonathan has got disgustin blue finger[!]

~~now.back to the usual days would satisfied me~~

2004-10-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

woohoo.these few day my sis went for night studyin. so the comp n tv is mine =P haha. she would only be back at 9+ life's so gd w/o her around..>.< haha but i cant get rid of my brother -.-.
anyway.its the chinese paper today.hmmm nt bad i suppose. the li jie wen da was difficult. n the tian xie han zi wasnt as difficult as i thought o.0 i mean we expected the worst. those difficult words didnt came out. zhao ju too. hmm compo... i wrote Q2 n 3. haha...hope i doesnt li ti for Q3...i have no idea wad to write for q2 cos.. I DUN FIND ANY FUN FROM PROJ.lol.if the q was set for bao zhang jian tie bu..maybe i would write that :\ but diefinitely not proj.hmmm compo wrote abt wo men de ai.hope will be not bad lahh.
n otzi is DEFINITELY gettin morre n more irritating. siao..wanna complain go complain lah. until one day i sue him for harrassment. everytime turn back touch my stuffs! today got the poster also so noisy. fuck lah. n i shall also sue him for invading privacy .V. !

2004-10-05T09:01:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.ahhg blogger is finally working o.o im gonna change the layout some time sooner or later. or i wont be using blogger le o.o

~~forget n forgave.but u took it for granted~~

take out ur m&m's.lol

2004-10-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

wtf is wiv blogger. tmd.. wadeva. nt in a gd mood now o.0

hmm. wenta cut my fringe todae (not by myself alrights) o.0 --or all of u shall complain... hahah. i wanted to cut it another way but that hairdresser dunch understand. well she cuted some slanted layered a little. nvm about that. hmm n i went to popular to buy some stationerys for tmr's use. n i saw elx. i brought a notebook too. hhaaah n i written my chinese n hist notes on it.. hmm not bad lah. continuously do from like..6+ till 11pm. complete chinese notes n some chapts of hist. maybe buyin a notebook is gd.. haha got motivation to write something on it.. dun wan watse my $3.05 lol.didnt know wad to study for eng o.0

i tryyy to lett go...

n wth. i dun wanna get involve in this stupid thingy. in case of misunderstanding. n WTF happened. shit lahh. i dun wan anymore stuffs to happen. arhhhhhhggggg later im in tt tootpid position again. alright calm down. EXAM dun cos of this stuff---nt involvin me. to distract me o.o

~~guiltee~~

2004-10-03T02:19:00.000+08:00

冰块还没融化你在看表我笑的尴尬
你说最近很忙改天聊吧
那天我在楼下想了很久想你说的话
你说爱情很窄世界很大(而我们应该长大)
就这样吧就这样吧
我想我听懂你话中的话
而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道
我就是受不了
而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬
微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福你自由飞吧
你说温室没有灿烂的花(你总是很有想法)
就这样吧就这样吧
我同意可是我泪如雨下

ahh im so bored. n energetic. haha. dunno why like mayday song o.0 cos of tt di 8 hao dang pu haha tt time i named it as auntie show. noww.. im addicted to it o.0 lallahs. im so bored. was finding sg idols frdster this morning o.0. found maia,daphne,davidS,olinda,shirin,n kelvin..haha (that lemon tree guy) ohh im jus too bored o.0

i miss euu

2004-10-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

forget about that previous damn entry.. ask him to go n die.

ohh. n im guilty :\ everytime.. its a coincidence :\ that i knew too much. i wasnt suppose to know. but.. aparrently i still do. o.0 maybe.. learn to be ignorant. thats e best thing i can do.. ahhh. dun let me know anymore. X_X

i miss ruixian. hopes she's doin` well

n im gonna be an aunt soon o.0 makes me sound so old.. haha.gonna attend weddin dinner next month. [: buy clothes xD

i am ~~invincible~~invisible

ahhh! n i nv studied todae. oh well should say i did a crappy thing. i jus..wrote out hanyupingyings on papers n wanted to do--fill in e blanks. n practically..i didnt.

n i think my exam format was like. this week test wad den i do wad.. ahhh! oh no. so i haven started on sci all these yet.. in fact not even history.. i jus tot of..revising it..after my chinese paper. ahhh wad am i doing.

guilty

2004-10-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

apparently..my fault again.
n that stupid O*B*R*. i seriously hope u get rolled off FLAT by a bulldozer. stung by bees when he goes out and step on a banana skin n fall flat on his face. hopes he accidentally uses super glue when trying to remove his leg hairs@

so. if anyone gonna mention that bastard name in front of me. u know

2004-09-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

yahooo! this is my 100th entry (: --pops champagne. okays wads so great about that o.0 ? erm wad was i to say.. oh yeah. dnt test i crapped. n we swopped seats during lessons. n tootpid mr ang jus gave us a holy pile of homework. haha jus read xiaxue entry.. funny. well. with her standard of chim vocab.. i hoped it somehow improved my english somewhere white reading it.? o.0 n this morning i read something i wasnt suppose to :X but i continued reading it.. oh no what am i doing. nvm.. :\ everyone ISS studying MINMIN get ur butt off here!!!! bye!!!

2004-09-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

ahh! peoples on msn cant see me online o.0 dead...i cant live without msn lol. weehhh this is e best mooncake festival i ever had. weehooo played candles and some stupid unsuccessful rockets made by ken song they all at first. n we are in "heaven" lol..so smoky... den people around us played with big fire. jus hope they burnt their faces black WAHHAA. n we go eat mee hoon kuey. yummm. n alvin went home. zx kensong rene n me decided to stay back to play rockets. tts fun..lol. i burned my hand-- again. hhah n some uncles/adults wanted to learn from us how do we make the rockets...lol.. haha we took videos on it! FIRST SUCCESSFUL ROCKET FLOWN TO SOLAR SYSTEM IN SINGAPORE. (: lol.. we played till 11.. n i haven done my maths. history. n art....ahhh!

2004-09-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

i began to dislike chinese ): its too difficult for me... and teacher expect us to self study some. in which i dun even know how to read or cant even rmb.booo!

i know things would hav turned out this way
but i cant grumble,since i chose this path
i cant expect them to stay the same
since i was the one who chose to leave and changed
i cant expect much
we seldom talk
we seldom play
years of friendship is about to end
thats all i can do
best endeavours my friends

erm..for ur info.. tts not skmess o.0!

2004-09-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

wooh yeah. stayed at home. went out for awhile w mum only.. to buy mooncakes. n she promised me to buy stuffs the week after. rmb or she'll forget again. hmm ya brought my brother to carry lantern jus now. lol. wad a gd sis i am--beams. i burnt the lantern.lol.. luckily blew out the fire in time. yeah.. n i burnt my finger ): pain. o.0 stupid. i hate lighters.

oh no.. i still got soooo many hws left!

2004-09-26T01:29:00.000+08:00

ohh. im so tired. anyway. firstly to xinlin---is that please thingy sho funny?oh yeah.. its ms teo big day today! oh. or should i say mrs rahgavan's day.she looks soo preety in gown (:n a church wedding is soo romantic.. haha. this is the first time i attend church weddin before.i went to a church dinner before.. nt bad too (: anw.. the 6/1 gatherin was ALOT MORE successful than usual 2a's outing.lol. after attedign the wedding. we hired a cab n straight off to branch sch. oh yeah.. should i count myself as lucky or unlucky to be in this taxi. the uncle is shooo kpo. ask us wad flip fone camera phone nice.den say the durains... den say he cooked hokkien mee with spaghetti. how IN. we had the duty of sellling chung cheng bears. quite fun. and mr tan's are big liars!anyw we jus walked around askin ppl to buy the bear. and later on take the donation box here n dere to ask ppl to donate.n we boarded the last bus which was so darn crowded. n then a grp of us went to S-11 to supp. n they were luffin at left.right n sheng.shou thingy. o.0 n i saw my mum n head home with her.

n i haven been studying for a week :X

2004-09-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

oh weekends are here again. wooh. tmr is ms teo weddin and cchb mooncake festival haha i should be wearin a little formal tmr.. lol... im tired. continue tmr. n dunno why my left arm aching. tmr shure a busy day.

haha been realising quite a few number of ppl like to say please in terms of.. "dun mention it plz" or "help me pls" haha but for me, if u say plz i get more irritated n more dun help or wad.. another type of pls is like.. "keep quiet pls" haha im alright w this.. but dunno why le.. i hate ppl usin pls i rather they dun use. the effect is better :X oh..why am i grumblin abt this.

~~jus tt u didnt give me a chance to__~~

2004-09-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

woohs ms teo is gettin married on 25/9 (: n she invited 6/1 peps to her weddin at a church (: haha longed to see ms teo in a gown (: and suppose 6/1 gatherin, huh? darn alot of hw todae. n i cantbelieve i use 1 and a half stupid hours jus to complete my history. n my maths is now.. half done. oh i still got a sci test on thurs. maths proj to be handed on fri. chi and music test on mon. GREAT

2004-09-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

and now i think im anti-social.my convos and chats jus cant get any longer :\

oh no. n dere's music test and chi proj n sci test n maths proj. ): killme

2004-09-20T09:25:00.000+08:00

i seriously think im paranoid. and music suxxxx.

hi! converse shoes! u're mine next week (:

2004-09-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

poor cry bab, he's getting more out of hands. wonder why does he have two educated sisters but he turned out this way. POOR HIM.

oh no whats wrong with life. whats wrong with me. i think all the things had been behaving so oddly. wth is going on. i hate myself. dun tok to me.

2004-09-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

I HEREBY THANKS MR ANG FOR WHAT HE DID AND NEXT I THANK MYSELF FOR BEING CLEVER AND NEXT I THANK ELAINE LOW FANG LING FOR HELPING ME IN MATHS.

update later

2004-09-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm alrights,today nothing much.Mrs Sim is in a bad mood. Was raining heavily and really felt like taking a quick nap when the NUS ones were playing hermonicas. We were about to complete our D&T and serene was using that pokey brush trying to THREATEN me! Aww,maths lessons AGAIN although there isn't maths class today ): but mr ang stealed our science lesson again! Got into deeper understanding of the COS TAN SIN so on.. and we memorised it as TOA CAH SOH. don't know why when they say SOH all eyes turned and looked at my way 0.o

Arhhhggg! JJ's autograph session is on 9th of october! which means between final year exams ): i wondered if i should see. How bad he chose a day like every schools' examination period.

~~am i to be happy, or sad?~~

2004-09-16T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hi!I'm going to type this entry in perfect english.Alright? Hope i don't fail :X

Miraculousy,I did not come online yesterday night.Not because i've been studying,but because i fell asleep very early (: But i did study...for like one hour(not bad already)Just hope that my study plan dosn't fail. But i'm quite slow as i had only studied 2 or 3 lessons of geography in about an hour's time.

Yeah,went to the NEWater visitor centre [?] or whatever today. Our guide ronnie i suppose was fantastic! Not a bad visit. Enjoyed myself (: [aww..i find it hard to type this way ):] haha.. we missed the reading period as we arrived in school only at 1pm. ((: The weather yesterday was nice for a nap and we received our report cards.Can't believe that marks i got was like..last few in the class !We did not have pe lessons so we had a long chat about final year exams.. which was like 22 days more to go ))): Yeah, we decided to start our study plan,hopes that all of us suceed. JIAYOU. But i have got little hopes to get into triple science stream ): I mean i can't get high marks for the three subjects. Forget it. Having serious flu these few days ): and things aren't going right

~~so afraid to~~

2004-09-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

))): i guess its the third time i seen this kinda msg. tired of it ): like an omen like that. after that sure.. will have bad things like dat )): n now.. how e hell should i reply u.? blahh

yeah suay day today i suppose.first. i jus knocked my cheekbone a blueblack todae. terribly pain ): im gonna die if a patch of purpleish blue comes out. chinese lesson. presentation. think feifei's one wasnt bad. n someone was like... kpo-ing askin qs.. n wadeva..tryin to find faults? bleeh hai kui wo men dui ni zhe me hao history ms nora didnt come again. is tues her sick dae? :\ n osburg proudly announced that he shaves his leg hairs. n he have shave his underarms. omg.. im typin this to ruin my blog is it. n THEY accuse me of drawing that *censored* thing on (now kenneth's desk)! I DIDNT~! -.- maths maths maths wad cos tan sin.. luckily i still know a little. its a long chapter ): wonder if i can survive at the back. oh yeah, today flag lowering :X someone stained her skirt.. n i was like "omg! wenbin! there!" opps i forgotten wenbin is a male :x arent i mean to publicise in my blog :X but i didnt say out who right -chuckles (:

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blog again cos im changin some template stuffs. no worrries! im not changin layout yet lol.. oh my. i felt stupid to type a stupid msg and stupid enough to send it to a ~~stupid~~ person. n im doin this stupid thing at this point of time. wad the fcuk am i doin. yeah bad omen saw another thingy i saw thrice again. bad bad bad. shant tok abt it now since everything is so..

oh yeah. althou u wont be readin dis. but still sorry for wadeva i had said which i wasnt suppose to. but i will keep my promise at least not to say it out. perhaps thats the best i can do ): wei le ge ren de li yi er chu mai le ni oh no. im bad. uh-oh too many tots today shall end here

n im additced to tuo qiang shi jie VI (: hey! but there's too many third parties this time round! lol

2004-09-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

argg. firs dae of sch ended up with soo much homeworks ): but i had completed 3 (: but not-the two major ones -.- art+ chi :\ oh yea.. today hmt students gonna perform a short play. n i took the role of zhen-sao...n maybe i will be known as chung cheng's most auntish person :\ was that suppose to be a compliement o.0 ? but i have jiajia to accompany me ((: LIN-SAO! haiz.. but walkin around.. ppl i know jus said im meant to be an aunite :I forget it. hmm firz dae of sch.. things turned out this way. dont know how to describe it now.. wait n see (: SMILES

2004-09-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

heyya! todae went to town with xinlin. hahah got our mooncake tour again (: e moonckaes(samples) we ate today can add up to 2 mooncakes. got a conclusion that bangawang solo[?] moonckaes tested the best (: n i even tested some mix-fruit but tasted like chen pi mooncakes. n got a unique berry de o.0. lol.... ate octopus ball. yumm.n went to fareast jus went round n round to find the wallet shop.xinlin brought an emily wallet (: cool. went to heeren. became a spy--too. :X went cine--sian. went back heeren...n back to taka to eat saw huiyan on e way. n that stupis xinlin was laughin all de way abt that zeng minmin thingy o.0 (: tried the A1 curry puff. yumm. n went northpoint to shop n drink bubble tea. aww got so many things i wanted :\ firstly that puma tote! act wanted e op one but find the puma one more worth it (: n tthat black op shirt! haha xinlin says it glows in e dark o.0 ? lol.. n that roxy pencil case. n that converse shoe! n that skirt! im gonna save up .V. <---sihui zhao pai now.

2004-09-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

wehho. jiajia birthday (: n we went to bugin (: shopped around. finally ate the meesiam at bugis i craved for (: haha...budden felt terrible after eattin....like so bloated and warm inside :\ shopped around. wenta PMK. jiajia wanna choose a tee. n S was ~~too small~~ for her? M was ~~too big~~ for her? i mean no exact suitable size for her.so we asked her to try out e tanktops.(a black one) n she wore out like she's gonna go for a fight :X no offence. but.. lank tanktopps dun suit her i suppose o.0. den took neos(: that machine was so darn good bcos it doesnt hav time limit if no one wanna use the machine. so it stucked there for like 999secs FOREVA. untiled someone uses it. [: n den.. we ate gelato! yummy! we brought half a litre of gelato chose six flavours (: choco+ferrero+coffee+tiramisu+mixed fruit+hazelnut. YUMMY!! n we tested mooncakes :X n we went back (: followed jia to buy her b'dae cake. n erm.stayed back to watch a little of 933 thingy show.. peifen n lingzhi was dere.... n went home (: watch 933 SHA. shuai shuai worh yida..lol... wore suit...

oh ya! forgot to mention a thing. me n rene brought bursh on our way home..n i walked in front n dunno wad the heck is she doin' she jus said something like "deng yi xia! rang wo na wo de wu di jian---reaches hand into pocket-twistbody. n who know..an ex peixinian walked passed. n serene froze n laughed.. sho embarrasing!!! LOL! n tt ex peixinian was like.. secretly laughin.!hahahah n i laughed my way home :X n rene saidshe wanted to say"rang wo na ta ti ni zhan yao chu mo!" LUCKILy she didnt.or else my digging a hole in e ground--to say i dun know her.. lol

2004-09-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

okays. so as u can see. new layout (: alrites. n

happy birthday jiajia

wow im so gud. let me type out wad bday sms i send jia (= :happy happy happy birthday jia jia! May u have e happiest moment of ur life today. N also pay ur condolences to the ppl in america. mo ai yi fen zhong. Jjk (:

woohoo n tmr we r gna go out to celebrate jiajia bdae. n i jus chatted 20 mins with my non-free outgoing call. gawd. arggs this month bill sure burst.lol.

let us forget the past (: not worth spoiling our friendship over that thing. bleeeh.alrights.

haha n yeah u wont make things worse ((: sounded so pessimistic jus now. n thanks for being there (: althou i dun need it now.. lol.... haha... everything is alright as i hope (: aww whole body aching thanks to escape rides. gna slp le. maddie gonna meet 1030 tmr 0.o

r u hinting somthing?

2004-09-10T13:40:00.001+08:00

laadeedums [: lol. wenta escape theme park ytd. for the price of $8.30 each--promotion. they started with erm.. the pirate ship. the hum-ji me n jinghui didnt dare to ride it. lol. so we waited for the next ride. we were terribly scared n e ship started slow...n when it was about to stop. they say there were techincal faults o.0 e pirate ship cant stop. lol. n we were stuck on it for like more than 15 minutes. n it sllllooowwwwwllyyyyy stopped. n they "rescued" 2 children on the pirate ship as they were feeling unwell. then they told us to follow them to burger king to get a free drink of ur choice (: n each of them was like big cups. lol. cos they doesnt hav regular sizes there. yeahh. not only that we got a refund ticker.. in which means an extra ticket to escape-- valid for three months [: haha. then took all the rides there except rainbow and inverter---mechanical checks and go kart. i thought flipper and the 360 degree thingy was gross! took wet and wild twice (: second time round got me all wet. argg. took pirate ship two other times (: n we deliverately scream! lol. n the people behind was like "wahseh you lian gou" lol. stayed there for 8 hours o.0 n one hr for lunch./ grossie them took flipper 4 times!

sometimes its better not to know anything

i've learned. oh well. better stop being so nosey. u placed me in a difficult position. wasnt as if i wanted to know. i know i shouldnt hav cared. but didnt i still did. when i wanted not to. it was too late. i wasnt allowed to say. but i still did. :\ if i didnt. i let down one of them. but if i did. i let down u. bleeeeehhhhhh ahh forget it.

2004-09-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

tadah. stayed at home today.
did some hw (: achievement
only did that pythagoras' theorem sum only
the others was like o.0 i did art too
althou jus painted a pathetic seaweed
cos i couldnt find a good paintbrush to paint.

gonna go to escape tmr i suppose (:
cheap. $8.30 haha. but i guess we're gg to e airport firz (:

2004-09-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

oh well. you gguys might not be interested in the 1hr+ interview of yida but.. hah here it is. tune to 41min++ haha he said his username at the forum is YiDA® and yeah all the things he said tally with online ones. haha. so ppl who think im fooled or dun believe... i have proof--no big deals. lol.

anyway caught cinderella's storytodae. --broke. took neoprints. nice movie. storyline went on quite fast. humorous too. n some sort of touching.lol. n they guy.. well forgotten his long real name. but inside the shhow he was called__ austin ames. i suppose. [: aww so cute n shuai. lol.. but he's supposingly engaged i suppose. lol. n his fotos..-- haha i still like him better in the show [:

gonna rush for my homework (: not now though. hhaa jiayou !

2004-09-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

lastly. cixin (: wishes me a happy birthday too -a belated one thou. but nvm. she lost her phone so she couldnt msg me. thankew~~!

alrights. was lazy to update recently. erm.. gna catch cinders story later on i suppose.-if nth went wrong. cos i hav been gg out quite oftenly. stil guess im suppose to go out tmr 0.0 haha. nvm.finally activated my gprs last night. haah. after umpteem times of tries. but well all d/l JJ ringtones 0.o Yida one is ex -.- n sounded so weird lol. nvmm. haha was waken up by a sms todae-.- nvm.. haha..marathon again (: but.. i dunno wad plan am i havin still e 600+ sms one or NOW STARHUB CHANGES TO 300+ one! ahh! i cant survive on 300 one! kill me if my plan is tat. cos.. i have smsed.. aww dunno how e hell much ince the startin of this month 0.o haha.. so ppl, call me instead of sms alrights [:

ahhhhhh! n u!dammit. luckily i didnt caryy my hopes too high in the first place. well..so last minute change right... make all of us hopes ~~dashed~~ ): shouldnt hav trust you in the first place.ahhhh! no matter what still gonna get my bucks back. damn u. cant u see that we all didnt like u in e first place --or should i say right from the beginning. we tolerated you jus becos of this thingy. bleeh n now it all turns out the other way. no more thingy to go. blehhhh

2004-09-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

woohooo so let me see. who had wished me happy birthday (: firstly was jeremy who wwished me a happy early 10 mins birthday in msn cos he's gna have his slp. n den it was ting who called me 5 mins earlier to talk to me on the phone. n leng leng msned me (: wishing me happi bdae n may all my wishes came thru. n den elaine called. n geh kiangsihui asked us to call her but she didnt know how to conference us so it wasnt successful-.- hai wo hang up elaine's call. haha. n den next sms was elaine's : saying we both rox haha...follwed upp by annabelle--my paiR and benz-- who was only than me by a day -.- but he didnt know how to spell jia you, he spelt jiao you oh well. u wanna go jiao you.. huh jiang you.. tao you.. wadeva. n then it was layjia smsed me (: haa she still rmbed ah. 7 years de peng you bu shi bai dang de.. lol. followed by sihui (: serene (: zhanqing (: yuting (: chanel (: jinghui --meanie one (: who send me smses. oh ya. my shifu jiayao. sent me a MMS (: before chanel's. yeahh a cute boi (: opps i mean the mms picture alrights.. haahaa. n u -.- say 50 mins later send me happy bdae msg then ended up breakdown in communication at 23.11.07pm -.- after that no more msg from u liao -.- did u fell asleep.. or wad -___- duhz haa. jus as i was typin this. jeanette (: send me a sms (: thankyous!~ muackies my dear friends. woohoo n now weiru--taiwanese frd wishes me happy bdae too. woohoooo

ok u must think that im mad rights.. alright i am. okay. im also draggin things longer in order to have my longest blog entry alrights.. haaha dadeedums [: lol. haha ok. so practically just lazed at home today. since.. my sis went to sch for her pre-lims n that stupid one in e hse needa me take care of -.- n did a new layout. since this layout of mine could only last.. ya know.. haa not long... n im so bek over tt damn layout. changed n changed. arrgg.

n den gt tt >dong feng HIT FM award show. found it darn stupid-.- cos there's like so many winners for an award. eg. newcomer.. like got 5 of them won -.- why not give every particapants an award then. lame. yeah n YiDa was one of the best newcomer. n he sang lantian+xian wei. mix together together with his cool neon green guitar.. hahaa... yeah JJ also sang jiangnan (: they walked the red carpet together. haah. shuai ges combination -beams. haah.

ok was sayin that we finally did had a conference with sihui's phone. -- she finally figured out how to use it. n yeah. wasnt it my birthday ): wasnt i suppose to enjoy. n yet i cried. no, no. not too touching. its saddening. u just said it as if i owe it to u. u jus said it in an uncalm way. u jus asked my advices for everything. u just make me soo pissed without understandin what i say n make repeat it over n over again. -- notes:refers to different youss. not to be offensive thou.i mean.. i just felt stuck. i dont wish to eloborate on it.middle blah blahs. not even that. my smses didnt get replied ): wei weiii. r u aslp ? kant ya let me have a happy day. i haven recieved an sms from u on 5th september 2004 alrights -.- argg u wanted me to say things out. but i asked myself. should i say. if i told u arent i betraying another party. n if i didnt say. arent i helping the other party and telling lies n betrayed u? blah forget it.

okays great this paragraphis dedicated to li jia jia of chung cheng high school (yishun) class 2A 2004. i have got messages and phonecalls from the clinque.. except u -.- --uses ken lim stare at jiajia. n u cant accompany me out tmr ): n yet no phonecall.oh well. i rmbed. u sang a song for me at msn before..alrights.. ok lah. forgive u by a bit. speaking of september. we must alsopay our tribute and regard our condolences to the 911 terrorist attack happened a fewyears back. (hey! this is a way of plublisicing your birthday ok) (: oh yeah nnows theres e russia terrorist attack right. whereby everyone needa put a flower emoticon in front of ur nick :\

ok next, lets talk about tmr (: gonna go ffor BBQ. starts from 11am-5pm i suupose but the VIP--aka me will only arrive at like 4pm cos i needa go out with my gang in the afternoon. yeaah. n tt BBQ is at east coast.oh my :\ i dun wanna go soo far...but its already booked :\ what can i do. n im sure to be in a mess tmr when i come back. i knew they had those weird plans coming up -.-
im also havin my second earhole on my left ear tmr.. ah ha. so one thingy cancelled from my wishlist eh. n elx going to buy for me a wallet i suppose (: that ghostie one.. heeeh. thanku.. n i suppose i shall get belated pressie from my clinque. all broke from the expenses just before sch ends -.- oh yeah. there's also a need to buy benz pressie.

ahh dint know who to turn to when i needed someone to confide into :\ wake up wake up! hmm maybe i'll be less of a kpo next time. which teaches me a lesson
now. alrights.

aww dun wish to continue anymore. this might be my longest entry bah..haha since im still continuing when i got back home tmr (: its still the same day isnt it.. haha n i hav tons to write tmr (: gud nights dearries.

n u still havent msg back

happy birthday to me! n cyndi~

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lols alrightrs so i came back. jus argued with my stupid sis. forget it. so i met serene --im punctual this time. but she isnt. so i waited for her for 8 mins before meeting them at yishun mrt station (w/o jia) n we set off to town (: wenta far east.. n hmm was lost lol. dunno why went there somany times still will feel lost :\ n elaine brought me a wallet (: THANK YOU! LOVE U MUACKIES! n she made me a card (: alright not made. buy a crad n wrote some lovely words on it.. woohoo. oh ya. not to mention dere were 3 parrots on the train "lim be-ing here n there" -.- n that person only wished me happy birthday 8.44.57am -.- yea n ya e reason was-- fell aslp ytd 0,0 but we had a marathon sms chat. lol. anyway, i wenta HOS too. yeah sonnie was there. n i brought 2 of yida's foto [: beams. n i also brought a PMK tee. ah ha another thingy off my wishlist [: but i still needa pay for jiajia's shgare first :\ haah n they brought a PMK purse. n yuting regreatted her choice afterwards :\ n was soo malu to ask for a refund after that. lol. yeah n we went wisma's surfbabe store. n den i left for east coast... yeah took mrt to payaL n haa lieke so suay. first saw a mum cant get into mrtjus in time. next saw a ppl drop a wallet left e train. n the girl beside me kept shakin her head. n next when i alighted the train saw 2 girls chasin the train. n dropped her sml softtoy. stupid. she ran.. jus to get into the first cubical.. haa cant she jus get into e train first? lol.. then an old english man took it to e control station. yeah n i took a $5 taxi fare to pit no.47 -_- but tt taxi uncle was nice. n i was lost in east coast too -.- n first theing they did. was to ask me to put down all my bags n stuffs. n den sing me a song. HALF WAY THRU. THEY TOOK THREE BUCKETS OF SEAWATER TO SPLASH ON ME. n i was running n screamin away -.- n the sea breeze was soo strong -.- i was wearin 3 shirts but yet i was freezin cold -.- haa n the food was left with 2 pathetic chiken wings n 4 pathrtic crabmeat for me. lol. they ate all others up. wasnt able to enjoy myself due to my coldness 0,0 haa n they scribbled on the beach my names n happy birthday and all those [: thank you. i took e photos down [: n then we was attempting to climb a small "cliff"erh. right word to use it was quite stepp. i was washin my hands in e sea due to tt stupid jinghui, rubbed some muddy sticky substance on my hand. n they were struggliin to get up to tt thingy. n haa dunno why i v fast go up le-.- n they were still strugglin below.. haha after some attempts then they went up. all bruised. lol. n they when other ppl wanted to go up. they jus qing er yi ju. de walk up. hha asaulin was like WTH. n we picked some nice seashells lol. n very fast pack up liao lohs. but they say this bbq was jus part of my bday pressie. e other one nt suppose to tell me-.- but say i will get a mighty shock -.- ah ha. yida related? hemm heemmm. n den i was shiverin cold -worser later on. n i changed into huimin's tee. haa. changed on the spot. took my 3 shirts out. w/o gg to the washroom n i also ge kiang haa wanna change shorts n i just figured away to get e jeans out.. v diffi. the jeans got stuck -.- i gt a HARRD time gettin it out.-- makin my leg cramp for many of times -.0 then we took a bus 401 ? or 410 i suppose to lavender. n go near st john HQ to take 980 back... oh yeah on 410 dere was a PERVERTED man i suppose. promised nt to eloborate on it.. but wahahahss so damn funni. oh yeah its 12 now end of my day. haha but i'll still continue writing :\ oh yeah on 980 toked abt so many thingys [: althou im nt suppose to say out now. but THAT makes me super duper high... woohhooooooo gna end it here :\ okies n thanks for tt pressie skess [[: !!!!!

oh yeah. sep 6th. wad was this dae supposingly suppose to be? how time flies...

oh ya. alvin (: rouhan (: jiajia (: lisan also wished me happy bdae today. ---late

2004-09-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

ok. later on im gonna blog the longest [perhaps] entry ? haahaha countdown (:

2004-09-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

last day of sch. ah ting didnt come. elx n i were mad. brought coursework home. got 3rg prize pressie for banner. distributed. nt in e mood to type all stuffs.

did i jus flunk everything? argg. how i hope.. n wish :\ ask me (:

2004-09-03T10:42:00.000+08:00

gna make this quick n fast.kays, so i went to k-box the day before. not as gud as last time.. cos.. this k-box only have 3 pathetic YiDA's song. doesnt even hav the hit summore. but overall not bad lah (: but just the price cost a bomb -- $90+ bucks. our treat 0.0 n a gud news--i like JJ le.. heehee. haah. just find his song nice (: me n jia was like head over heels singing his songs in class. lol. well. we WILL BE MOVING TO OUR NEW SCHOOL ONLY IN NEXT YEAR'S JUNE tell me : wads with the delaying! we act tot we only hav to stay in this miserable place for 1 n a half years n that stupid one bankrupted. n then said 2. n now---2 and a half. i bet it will delay to 3. dammit. but we are $$RICH$$ lol.

well. gna change a layout that can last only for 3 or 2 days.. haah. u shall see it tonight (: wasnt able to put up now cos my pic uploadin server wasnt up. just.. hav to wait. its kinda simple. thou.

haah yida left msg saying that he completed 3 songs for his next album. n opps i haven written my DEMO :\

2004-08-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

lahlaha firstly SWAY ROCKS BIG TIME!
teeheeheee. so high man! let me start from the beginning first. we toook a long long time doin the banner. at wenbin hse n at the void deck of corine's hse. n we made a mess at her hse :\ n me and yuting--our hands was filled with muddy-liked paint.luckily we gt it off. n we prac a little of e dance. n on monday, we came early to finish up e banner. weehooo n it was done (: we loved it our hard works n efforts!!! but we only won 3rd at the competetion! 2c was first. n 1e was second. WE dun GET WHY nt fair. wadeva.later ppl say we sore loser lol. but tts the fact :| if u get a loook n compare our banners.we shld get second :\ n ytd dunno why everyone eat wad huo yaothrowin tempers all away. n DUN THINK U R TOO BIG OK.

today, went early to practise our "sway" dance.. last min think of the boi n ger performance. n we didnt get a chance to practise on stage. all e way practise at classroom. n 2a was super duper high todae. keep 3 cheers for _____ blahblah. haa. then erm singing..some grps wasnt tt gd. n the compo one was rrly super duper sian. ai ni wasnt v smooth. 1c performance's song clashed w the prefects one. ballet was erm.... :| haa. n we were gettin more n more nervous! then kingchi was lost no where to be found so his was cancelled. wah so damn nervous we gt cheers already once we posed.then started.. me n ting went up later... n i nearly danced wrong.y wanted to turn n yuting stopped me... haha.lucky.. then i all blur liao loh. lol. then queenie n lokpui solo .. woohoo then bois came.. wenbin jona~ solo. cheers again! then boi ger.. CHEEERS again. hahaa. i nearly did wrong again :| lucky wan jiu in time. i turned the wrong way :X then blur diao also :\ haha jona~ couldnt get e rose out for serene. lol althou our performance was short. we were so darn happi!! when we gt off stage. cant believed we did it!! ah ha ha most successful time! haha n we wanted to "sway" again after the performance. we gna sway for ms lim to see on thrs ((: tmr gna go k-box NOW fan tian loh!~~~~ woohoooooo n lastly happy teacher's day!

2004-08-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

lahlahlahs was high !!!!! woooohooooooooo ok i shall mention this entry will be about yida again alrights. cos.. he went to hard rock cafetoday!!! im highhh!!!! ok. i was the first one to reach cos i dint hope much since tt was yida thingy. lol. then i just sat there and listen radio(too long) and sms n call n read my storybook (: was alone ): haha.. cos my frds haven reach., then an hr + later.. a ger came. from yida international singapore fanclub. whokares. then saw some workers coming loh.. go up hrc before it is open. then i was readin my book. didnt notice much. but regconise some of the workers cos i had seen them at IMM b4... then i guess i didnt notice even when yida went up the stairs -.- dun ask mi. i dun noe why. then just heard some noise comin in from there... bt not sure if its playin live or from the cd.. then i nv cared :\ but think its live de lah..but jus strange tt i nv see yida arriving.. haha. then some ppl came down.. i was wonderin if its da di since i cant recg them... hah. n they took the mini van 8228(5566,toro,yida etc sat before also) n went off. then... baobei fans i met came. abt 11+.. when we were still queuein.. yida came out (: wearing a cap n jeans n a blue shirt with sort of guitar word on it. yeah n i said "hi(:" then he smile n say hi to the fans there. n he say "tian qi hen re, dui he shui" hhaa.. none of the fans went up n grab or pull him or wadeva nonsense.. dunno why. all like v relax sat there n said some words to him. n he hopped on into the van n showed the handsign "drink-more-water-n-gdbye" to us. oh yeah. i also saw olinda cho from sg idol (: the one i supported. i was outside hard rock when i see at forum shopin centre dere.. someone looks familiar.. n looked like olinda.. then when she turned back. yeah its her. then yuting n jiajia came jus in time to get into hrc... -.- they had got such a hard time searchin for hrc-.- which had got my hp low batt at an early hr of 1pm since i used it to listen radio n tok on phone :X some irritatings one loh. ta ma de. keep calling. still wan me call her. as if mine no need money ah. no free incoming ah. n tok crap to me. only reason she wanna cut in n make sure i gt that ticket for her...[nt sayin ahting n jia] then we went in. was super duper close to the stage ((((: i insist of sittin in the center. :p but the mic.. hah.. nvm. yeah super duper high.. yida sang ni ming de bao bei n xian shang you xi at first.then dj tok to him.. said tt he truely sgporean cos he uses singlish such as ku-ku at ufm interview ytd..n tok abt his fair complexion lol. then da di came out n sang 3 songs. well. mus pei he lah. we got cheer for them.. cos.. aiya.. dun wan them lose face n dun be so bad :\ cos.. all the fans there went to suport yida. but i think i got see one ger with dadi's cd. haha. then yida came out again.. sang xian wei jing xia de ai qing with dadi. lol.. dadi got alllot of lyrics wrong.. still sing so loud :X but i think i saw yida grinnin secretly or wad when the lyrics were wrong. one of the da-di member sang xian wei jing li kan ai qing..can ku de fang da suo you ai de mei li... :\\ still got summore. then yida sang xi huan ni (xi huan wo) and lan tian then yida saw her mum.. n he cried ): then his mum n dad went on stage. so gan ren ahh. lol. den they got mini-auto session. wl. gt signature liao cant get-.- yida got write date on this one. 2004.8.28 but im nt gna buy a 3rd cd -.0 am i? then we shook hands with him.. a little nia. cant get to snatched the poster. somebody just got it. n tt international yida sg fc damn wad lor. keep shoutin out.. &#*94f u yida alr say so many tyms he know liao still shout. then after its over we waited for him at tt 8228 van.. for him to come out. when he come out.. its lyk. dunno why this time. some ppl was smart enough to jus get in the way n take pics -.- then yida shook hands w us.. althou his ring very pokey. hha. i said to him "ji de kan ni de xing" but i forgot to say my name. lol.. nvm... hope he heard it n rmbed when the dj asked me wads my name n why i like yida cos she sees tt im carryin a board. aww n its soo embarassing. abt my teeth.- im nt gonna say it. hahah. n dun try to put it in my tagboardd ya guys. lol.... then he waved us gd bye n showed a hand "7" sign to us.. ((: then off he went.

n me n ah ting n jiajia went shopping. went far east. took neos jiajia hand jus pressed a button n end liao -.- cant continue decorate -.- then went hos. n went round the shops to see some cute wallets lol. n ate XXL chicken n drank. note: jiajia brought a $1 -------chan (dunno how spell) n she found it disgustin. n the way of her describin it is act fierce nt fierce. heeh. me n yuting got a cravin for mooncakes! so we went to take act wanted to try out samples of mooncakes :X but dun hav n we wanted to find the cheapest mooncake. but all were so ex :\ better wait for my mum to bring some home (: n we did some rrly lame things in e mrt back home.. haz..then jiajia n i went to cheers to buy drinks. n she decided to try out the honey dew flavoured freezy for $1. n it turned out so damn disgustin even my lemondae freeze was hundred times off better. lol. she was agitated again. heeh . tmr.. needa rrrrruuuuushhhhhhh the banner loh! n i needa learn the dancesteps for our teachers day performance. (((: since i nv turned up today. haha. but one thing. i got stage fright. lol. ask me to dance in front of the whole sch. .... long entry~

2004-08-28T01:40:00.000+08:00

ahahha. firstly, sorry to those ppl who kant stand this blog.. cos im gg mad. if u read on....leave if u wan (:

hahaha... YiDA is in sg loh~~! i wen to collect my cd from emma n my album got signed ((((((: with date.. hahahahhaha. n emma gave me hrc tix which makes me have 2. yida went to ufm n 933fm too. was listenin thru saulin's radio thru saulin's phone as im outside! n i cant tune the radio! argg haha but i still caught the interview. n i smsed to ufm.. yida asked wads his birthday n 5 lucky one will win hrc tix. so i smsed for fun.. n BINGO! the dj called me at 11+ n i answered it n was so shocked to hear a dj voice.... haha too bad no yida... lol n i was not on air. dun think tt i am ok.. haha... but i got a pair of hrc tix. which makes me hav 3 xtras -.- haha. gna give it to yuting n jiajia. hopes we have fun there. tmr gna wear yellow to pei he with yida fans heeeeh.n i did a board ((: gd nights gona slp le. or else tmr cant wake up. oh ya. blog is my reminder of results.so dunch mind me puttin it here. chi-86/100 n maths test 74/100 eng ct 28/50.

2004-08-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

ta ma de. i jjust flunk my d&t. i drew crtly at first! n i changed it last min, w/o changin back in time. dammit. forget it. sci. 38/50.. no comments on tt. haiz. the audition for cher day performance jus clashed w my well-planned sat schedule. no mood write now. bye liar (: kui wo zhou le zhe me duo. yi dian hui bao ye mei you

2004-08-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

let me make it short (: gna study my test later on... haha... erm. got back lit paper 14/20 (: not bad lahh. science h-o-p-e-l-e-s-s. forget abt it. eng not much time finish it. n recess a funni thingy happened. me n ting were gg to washroom n i was waiting outside for yuting's one since 2nd n 3rd cubical were dirty. n the 4th one was occupied. then a converstaion began with a ger tyin her hair n the 4th cubical ger

*noise coming from 4th cubical*

*minmin was looking in the mirror tidying up herself*

ger in 4th cubical:"******, you mei you ting dao sheng ying?"

ger tyin hair:"bu yao er xin lah!"

ger in 4th cubical:"haha...eh! bu yao he pei ren jiang hor..."

*she doesnt seemed to know me and yuting existence*

ger in 4th cubical:ehh...****** wei shen me ni hai mei you lai huh"

*ger tyin up hair looks into the mirror at me -yi lian gan ga-

ger tyin hair:"aiya..you zai bang tou fa la.. deng yi xia zai jiang"

*minmin was toutou-ing laughing :X

haha then yuting came out and she say the 4th cubical ger v shocked to see her n got me n yuting in the washroom. lol..n she was hiding to throw -er-herms! then on the way back to classroom after the fractic search of -the toilet gerls. serene jus xun lei bu ji yan er vomitted. luckily i siam just in time. cos i felt warm warm at my leg there.. then ewww vomit..! haha. alot of ppl stepped on it. lol.. lucky them (; haha i said i would blog short de right. so ending here~!

2004-08-25T10:28:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh wad am i doing. fancy viewin ppl blog n writin an entry now instead of studying my science!!!! last time was still v enthu abt science.. btu now.. wad electricity wad crap! cant get the formula and calculations inside my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh!! even failed my test a few times when it comes to this topic. science suckkkkkksssssssssss

2004-08-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

was lazy to blog wassup abt my previous entry. i'll update it when i ve the time alrights -smiles. study study study~ wondered had i studied? haha. erm.. today.. studied hist,chi,a little sci n lit... or should say practically nope. maths didnt know how to study. n d&t geog all these i'll wait till weekdays. seriosuly cant stuff so many words into my brain in a day. li jia wei lose again~ argg! ke xin. she've got the potential... awww. nvm.try again in 4 years time (: lol. went to my grandma hse for a short while in the evening cos it was my cousin's erm. man yue. yeah. i still didnt know his name :X n didnt see him before. duh~ . while watchin olympics table tennis match sth horrible jus happened. my another cousin of mine was with--wads-tt-show-called- the one with wheels one. forgotten the name. n he jus fell! n his back of the head hit a vase. oh myy... we just tot e was cryin n when my aunt lifted him up. her hand was stained with blood.. ahhhh alot of it. then ppl around the hse was frantically in panick. taking cotton towel water money all these. n his neck n shirt was blood.. ahhhh then they brought him to a clinic. luckily theres nothing but awhile later they set off to hospital for an x ray to make sure theres no internal injuries. phheew. i guess nothing liao lah. good bless. was in real shock when i saw so many blood. on the floor on his neck on many of my auntes n uncles shirts.. ahhhhhhh -- i couldnt be a nurse next time. n the scene just kept replayin in my head... howW! ahhhhh!!!!

2004-08-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

haha. act wanna blog something.. but lets see the results later on.. cya bloggie.

2004-08-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

hiya! didnt update for quite some days i guess? or is it jus ytd :X haha nvm.. hmm today. ace's day workout practice.. haha the movements were so.. obscene.. lol. lessons were alright. sci test didnt score badly neither did i score well. nvm. i got the formula right. jus that instead of diciding.. i multiply it.. aww ms norfida wont award marks for that :\ YiDA coming sg le bah.. anderson sec students so gd.. everytime got starz go promote de.... me n ahting wrote a latter to him.. haha.. siao liao .n i brought YiDA's gaiban in order to get the HRC coupon.. n also.. pass to emma for her to get it signed. sg idols tonight. was not bad... their remarks were misleading at first... n then broke the news.. they was like WOW. haha. my sis was so sad that the malay guy who sang solitaire gave up... i like that erm.. wad cho de :X forgot that ger's name. a ger.. with short spiky hair.. with a big shiny earring lol. forget it.. haha.. susilo quite shuai ah XD

dont pretend. i know it. tok to me.!

2004-08-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

yawns. set for a pathtic hour jus now i suppose. was really tired. but i did my maths hw (due wed one) before i went to sleep.... MYSELF!!! woohoo~congratulates me for that.... yeah~~~! i finished it up (: i even dug my sis tb out to c the egs. aww. i cant believe it we still have to learn it in sec 4. ): yawnsyawns. ok. felt sorta ______ now. dunno how to describe it. wanted so long to have a nice n gd conversation with you. n it ended this way. damnn. u shld know my attitude n this is how u replied me. damn damn.

lol frds ask me wad thing was it that i mentioned in my previous entry..well... not very interestin to u guys thou.. so dun bother it xD.

damn damn damn

2004-08-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

ahahs. went orchard jus now. was rainin heavily in the afternoon. i reached there n shopped for half an hour--alone. -.- cos they haven arrived at orchard yet. hah.. but chanel let mi siao qi by.. giving me the YiDA photos taken at IMM for free (: i lurve <3 chanel hahas. n i brought one YiDA foto at HOS.. brought one toro one for yuting too... n me n chanel went to the nee soon thingy. saw serene they all. at first..wad we saw were teeny weeny ants on stage.. n chanel left.. i went to serene they all dere. den we walk to backstage... n joked around... wasnt in a very "high" mood at first...dunno why. :\ think too much le. oh ya. n thanks for those guys (alvin roche...) for smuggling food to us. *yawns* baddies ..bluff mie ):

haha knew it X) althou i cant say it out now.. but im over the moon over that news (((: i'll say it out when the time is ripe ((: heeeeeehhhhhhsssssss n chanel say she isnt going to let me off when my bday arrives *thought of horrible scenrios on saulin's bday* oh no. what will be happening to me :\\

2004-08-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

lalahs. im so bored. didnt went IMM todae. cos i wanna slp. yesterday YiDa online.. post 1 msg.. then left w/o a sound.. shi bai. im pissed off yesterday. lahs! DAMN PISSSEDDD ! dun judge me if u dont know whats happening. damn. i will prove it (: so dont stick your noses high up!

2004-08-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

haha. today.. jus left with pathetic 14 out of 45 pupils in the class. all went to the rehearsal.. anyway 2B cinderella skit was quite funni. lol... n will u fee honoured if the whole school sang a happy bday song to u? haha. btw happy bday seow peng . n today practically no lessons.. mr yip was kind enough to play vcds about chinese culture for us. we appreciated his kindness. n i tot jiajia n yuting was soo engrossed in the vcds :X. n we played truth or dare with ms norfida in class. well.. bad dare i got :\ haha guys taggin me dun mention it or i'll say all of u alls out! haha. i cant believe.. my sis jus brought a $138 25 hrs watch! she did it with jus a few months of savings.. n POOF there goes hundred bucks. omg.. for me.. if i will be able to save $50.. i will LAUGH OUT LOUD. dots. n hesterically.. whay spoils the watch was that ah-do was the ambassador for tt.. n behind the watch got ah-do's singature... hahah. n my sis jus brought the watch with red genuine leather strap. erhs! haha. couldnt she jus split the money with me :D/.jus chatted with serene on the phone for 2 hours jus now.. hmm now.. quite tired. dun feel like blogging.. long time no chat with peoplez liaos.addicted to mediacorp n yida's forum now :X

2004-08-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

lalahs. wonder shld i stay up late todae.. yea.. assembly was... crappin when they had the performance... i demostarted ken-him's irritating look.. ha-ha... n i jus became another zi bi er tong for serene-the reporter... omg.. why did i do that again.. haha... spoil my looks n image... haha.. friends.. control me lol. yesh. n dnt.. did some filing n sanding. n dan. sci test today..did some careless mistakes :\ arhgg. haha.. n well, suddenly jus tot of asking skymessx to do something--TADA~ to have a food marathon.. someday :X find the best pratas,laska,crab,nasi lema,tou huays.curry... etc... in the city.. n we shall gobble them down in a day~ haha.. elx said that we needa prepare $10 in our ez-link card for that.haha...we've gt a fun time discussing that... hah.. n guys readin my blog.. have wad nice food intro tag me ahh.

hah..maybe i shld type my blog in good eng.. okays. but not to mention shortforms or hanyupingyings lahs. hah.. maybe.. typin blogs can improve my eng, eh ? : try to use some chim words? lol...but can see that i had failed for today. yuting blog eeryday..would have some sort of-- jiajia stop being so restless for goodness sake... haa,n they jus "quarreled" todae.n i dunno why, everytime they did, i would jus have that irritated stare*ken lim* hah...but yuting, wo ting ni (: lol. ytd.. chatted at forum.. toked abt sg... n kana warned by moderator -.- n del off some posts. idiot. n i visited sg idol forum too. haha. n that bananarama...cant believe he made a site himself...esp with those sitting positions... hilarious. shall end here. bye

happi bday YiDA

2004-08-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

heee.. 28 mins.. ago.. wad YiDA's birthday.. happy birthday to YiDA then.... today.. quite high... but v tired also.. hah..alot of hw haven passup :X n dun tok abt beans.. im the most most pathetic one.. it wasnt even half of serene's one.... argg.. jus now.. heard they say.. YiDA called in to 933... -.- i was sleeping.. n didnt knew it.. ): arrg. tmr he heading for shanghai le... hah.. he say he ate alot of black pepper crab. ytd.. forum.. chat with many taiwan fans.. quite fun.. toked abt laksa..chewing gum.cleaniless.taiwan food. law..... lol... yeah..caught singapore idol on 5 just now.. lol... that banana man identity revealed! hahahahs. thats very foolish of him... but i guess. singapore.. too many william hungs wannabes already... jus.. wanted to make a fool out of themself... haha.. i mean... william hung tot he could sing... n went for the audition...but he dont.. n singaporeans.. jus.. "i wanted to be singapore's william hung" i mean.. dun hav the intention to b singapore idol.. jus.. try their luck.. to get a contract like william hung did.. lol... n i rrly appreciate the one who was deaf n the one with birth defect... u rock haha... rrly peifu them... n their courage... *smiles (:

2004-08-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

arrgg. seriously hate my mouse. hard to navigate. n all thanks to my brother (: hahh. jus caught singapore idol rocks.. lol... the judges were.. yeah.. strict n sarcastic. lol. but they gave comments. but seriously i dun like the way they look :x haha.. it was very funny.. the one who sang lemon tree hahhaa. singapore's william hung. lol. n that dick lee still commented that he's better than william hung.. i think the one who sang fallin' is great.. but too bad her appearance pulled her down. n that opera singer :X lol. haha lets see on wed who's that er... banana man ? lol... haha.. i shall come back late at midnight((: see my chance with YiDA then. muackies dears.

countdown~!

2004-08-09T10:09:00.000+08:00

woohoo! yesterday went to countdown national day..everytime q will qurrel de.. so nvm.. er.. shall go to the main point... hmm 8+... they started playing videos of artistes.. like RnB,SHE n energy. xin ji zhong man.. dan later played 5566 de. haha everyone so high. then a stupid man lah.. keep using the mic to say "ur attention pls...boats pls keep clear near the merlion... the fireworks will start...in 30 minstime" wbd.. say a few times.. dan we dun care abt him.. jus kept singing louder to over"come" his voice.. da got some ppl suggest the ppl with fireworks tee to sit down n watch the concert.. cos if we stand up they cant see. stupid -.- there were damn loads of speakers n the stage is extremely high.. we sit down see wad -.- barricades? n supposingly as if we can see cyndi :x see her height.. :x. if we sit down only see half the head. :x lol. dan laters the fireworks started.. some small ones were too low.. too many tress blockin so cant see.. dan the big one.. hmm beatuiful (: althou the sound v loud. lol. n den.. e first artiste to come out was RnB.. haiya..sad sad.. miss AJ n Moon.. they got replaced by wad... anthony n one dunno wad name :\ den got some stupid cameramen jus stood on a chair in front n block our views! wbd. saulin contact even drop when the concert start..suay hor.. den next was.. toro n yan xing shu..shuai ges. haha. dan K1 n tai ji... haha felt like sleeping then :X cos i dun even hav a place to put one of my leg. n ppl jus KEPT squeezing.. arrg. dan cyndi came out.. hmm chio. dan 56 came out.. high.. haha..dan all of them came out sing ying wei ai den countdown.. den they go liaoz -.- we took taxi home.. damn ex man.. argg i spent the most on taxi for the day leh! idiot.

reached home 1+ liaos.. then took a bathe.. still couldnt resist the temptation of the internet.. lol... then coincidentally YiDA's online (: at the forum lahs.. so.. we jus chatted with him.. lol. cool.. chatted for like 1 hr... but he online till 5+am.. but i slept at 3+ liaoz.. haha.. we were sayin abt him coming back sg.... dan leng leng was saying tt we follow him out.. but mus let him eat properly.. its his private time. cos he dun lyk ppl ard when he's makaning. dan we kept on sayin abt wad.. we sit another table..(dream on) n watch him eat... or wait for him eat finish.. dan he replied.."man, come on, pls let me enjoy my meal...*smile" lol. dan we asked him abt his flight num back to sg... he said "tianji bu ke xie lou" lol.. okays. im mad.. lol. but v happi lahs. get to chat with YiDA at night.

2004-08-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

hiya~. im here to blog again... althou im tired :\ due to many objection.. i decided to change the button for my tagboard okays! nvm.. its okay if u guys have the heart to say min min n yida rox(: i know it :x. currently listenin to wo men de ai haiz.. sad soongg. u didnt meant it to be. neither did it. but thats jus fate.. i suppose. __ said i might like them.. but hahah no,not over my foot.

SHE SUCKS

alright. dun be hypocritical.to say sorry. i know u didnt mean it. ur jealousy jus got u here. n u jus.... caused us to suffer. or should i say ur childishness n hatred brought u here as well. was i suppose to be rude? did i have the right to.. ? okays wadeva. in wadeva other words i can describe of u. i can only say.. u suck okays. damn bitch. i guess im gonna blog long today. sad to say... i couldnt control myself today n cried :x i knew....u didnt mean it... i wun let u cry animore..i will catch all de tears u going to drop... i dun blame u..chong na yi tian qi... wo wang ji le hu xi... yan lei ah.. yong yuan bu zai..bu zai ku qi.... im not gonna cry anymore. maybe this will help us better. its against our wills. but we still have to do it.--- to forget it.

How do i tell you --Allie Katlyn Fee

How do I tell you that I miss you?
How do I tell you, you're my everything?
Should I scream it out loud And hope it reaches you?

How can I reach out for you When I need a shoulder to cry on?
How will I be able to stay up all night talking to you
Without being able to look into you're eyes?

How will I survive with this loneliness
When with each passing day, my heart breaks more?
How will I be able to cry from happiness
When all my tears are shed from sadness?

How will I be able to go on
When the one I care about is gone?
How am I going to be strong
When my heart is still in your hands?

you're not here... you're not even close to being near...

Since you've left, I've had this pain in my heart
Kinda like there's something missing.
I lie awake at night
Wondering why I have this sadness staggering over me.

Then I catch myself looking at pictures of you
Dreaming back to when it was just us two
And just like that I realize
Why all my lonely tears have been cried.

And since that moment
Every time I catch myself thinking of you
Missing you Or wishing you were near...

I know the main reason why I'm so lonely
Why I find myself crying over you
Or even why every time the phone rings, I hope it's you...
Is because I really do love and care for you.

Because if I didn't
Would I be sitting here right now thinking of you?...
Wondering, if you had never left
Could I be sitting next to you right now?...

With you looking into my eyes
As I'm looking into yours
Listening to you quietly talk
And possibly holding your hand?

If I didn't, would I be cautious about lookong at other guys?
Cautious, because I know I could never be true no matter how hard I try.
Only because my love for you will always remain in a special place in my heart
And I could never love another the way I love you.

you're not here... you're not even close to being near...

hah.. dun think anyone is gg to survive this long blog..hah.. i also dun hope ppl to survive it. so i'll post longer.anyway thats a poem on top (: YiDA posted it on the forum..n i think tts quite true.. so i pasted it here. erm.. n i dun wish those ones who's readin my blog.. skess okays. (hahz.. cos u all r the only ones who read my blog) to ask abt the things abv okays.althou i didnt mean u all sure will ask. :\ haha.. jus count the times.. we missed. n ended off sadly... how many times of it... maybe.. this shall be the last one... but the sweet memories shall live inside me foreva. the secret deep down in my heart. hah.. tmr.. we were suppose to go out... but instead im going to merlion park deres. heehs. didnt went dere today. maybe jus meet them... n enjoy the breeze.. of the river eh? hahz.wo men de ai... gou le jiu bu zai hui lai... zhi dao xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai.. wo men de ai... wo ming bai.. yi bian cheng ni de fu dan...zhi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai..zui hou de wen nuan... ni ge de wen nuan... is dere anithing..i can do.. to let u forget abt me..(: lost... can i help u to find ur way?

):

2004-08-07T08:31:00.000+08:00

erm. ytd... celebration. hmm lurve talentime best. lol who dunt?? hmm thilaiga's grp shld get higher postion i guess. wasteddam it was damn long. we were only let off at 1+pm instead of 12.30. n we ate at kfc... dan headed off to bishan instead of orchard.. was v tired..we shopped.. n took neos. hahaz. not bad lahh but i got a funny expression aka normal expression when sayin LOSER. dan we rested outside e cinema. evelyn came. n later elx n evelyn went home. n we went to buy some fried n drinks. on the way. we jus sat on a merry go round.. n serene jus spin n spin it. edeeyarhs. dan a little ger SPIN N SPIN walao. damn her lah. give her one tight slap next time i see her. hopes she steps on a banana skin.after tt not feelin v well liao. head is still spinning.dan we headed hme.. yawns was tired.n it ended.

(:

2004-08-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

woohoo. althou i didnt blog ytd.. i mean 1 hr before.. tt date.. but.. nvm.. make it up. lol. erm. today went city hall pei siew wei... did my art dere. v lang man" hor lol. did art beside e sea.nearly late for sch. took class foto. lol. dan dnt... elx cant do without me.. lol. n she was emphasizing on the holes on the head helmet.. mus tong feng dan sci.. damn sleepy.. glad u didnt forget todae.. lol... ((:

happy bday saulin (:

2004-08-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

heyhey. so.. its saulin bday.. ytd.. since its 1am now (: anyway gonna make this as short as possible. hmm felt sleepy in class today :\ n we did the cme cheer lol. was abit messy.. too anxious. lol. n erm.. did 5 items ((: i guess i got a gold (: was rrly bad in my inclined pull-up lol. my body haven ache yet.. hhaa hope it wont. erm after sch wenta city hall meet chanel.. at the fireworks there... singapore river... lol. while saulin go n buy beehoon we go n take a look at the cake.. n put candles... lol n when saulin tokin on fone. we jus.. hmm.. run n hid the cake behind a sculpture... dan wait for siew wei n er-dunno-how-spell come we covered her eyes n sang happy bday song to her n brought the cake out. she was shocked. dan we put cream all over her.. lol. dan.. cake fight started :\\ hahahz. quite fun... but dirty too. my hair.. is arrggg. haha but saulin worst. all her hair uniform face got.. dan go those temporary toilets wassh up. dan dunno why siew wei n the dunno how spell quarrel. dots. haiya. forget it. lol. fianlly saw YiDA leavin a new msg at the forum jus now. once again, happy birthday to saulin im off to chiong my hw liao!

__`04`aug`04

2004-08-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

okays. its am now. so considered 4th aug. so here i wish... happy birthday to saulin (: n yeah i snipped my hair. quite short... hmm dunno lahs. hope its not THAT terrible. hmm gonna have my 5 items at pe lesson later? i mean.. after my sleep n lessons. wish me gd luck (: n some terribles n horribles ppl jus left some stupid notes on my blog (: ignore them *bleh- anyway... today think osburg kana scolded by mrs sim.. haahhahahah than today ms lim damn angry again lor.. arrggg. all becos of.. ossie. blehh. im dead:\ i hafen done finish my lits n arts.. n maths.. argggg dammit.

i knew the truth.. hmmm wasnt that that i tot that everyone else tot too. lol. i was sad. but i didnt say it out to u. tt will makes u sad too. lol. n why mention sad things? so better not right (: n tt paper.. was torn into fourthss. lol.

__`02`aug`04

2004-08-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

bored. haven done my lit n art :\ anyway. today heard the rehearsals of talent time. very er-hrmss. lol. lets wait for the actual day performance. erm.. chinese.. felt v sleepy :\ alot of ppl wenta wash their faces. no use :\ got back maths test paper... hmm better than last time :x n my mah say he lost his handphone.. wanna that person own up... nvm if his hp were lost... wad wad.. n he say once u switch on his hp.. there will be his face. Lol. this will remind tt person who steal his hp of him. loll. music.. mus sing let mdm chen hear :X dan first song most diffi sing :x suay lor.dan.. hiaya.. dunno wad to blog buaiz.

study hard~~

lalahs

2004-08-02T09:04:00.000+08:00

im naive.am i in the position to be sad? hahz.. but i choose not to. thats not worth my tears (: anyway, to skmess : sakae or k-box? which day celebrate? n the 5 national days hols which day wanna go out?

..

2004-08-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

this marks the end of everything.

my fairytale didnt end up ~~happily ever after~~ly

it ended 4 days before i expected. better (:

bye my dears// n this is my shortest entry ever (:

lahlahs

2004-08-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

wahha im happi (: new layout ((:

anyway today wento yisun park. to see peixin band performance (; nice one. not bad. there's a special part where they hit dustbins. n we went to northpoint shop. not gna blog long today. guess not gna slp too soon too. cant fell into one :\ cos i took a long aftnoon nap todae. byebye muackies. comments to my layout pls ((:

__`31`july`04

2004-07-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

wooho. long time no update blog.. hmm later gna go cwp n later go yishun park see peixin band performance. for those who dont know n wanted to go. the peixin band perfomance is at yishun park 5-6pm. ytd... ELAINE LOW. jus laughed at my photo with my long hair.. n she lughed till.. SHE CRIED. IS IT THAT FUNNI?! eh. duh.Is TyPInG LiDdAt VeRy FuN? haha,no. oh yar. anway skmess got did a stupid thing. grow green beans :X see who's green bean rew the longest in 5 days time. n the loser will... have to eat the beansprouts :X no lah..jjk.not gna blog anymore.

__`28`july`04

2004-07-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

okay. i'll try to blog lesser. as in.. shorter... cos ppl r complaining tt i blogged too long -.- haha only for YiDA's entry mah-- nvm.. hmm okays. today. art no ling gan le.. nvr drew a single thing down :X den lit.. sian lor! wanna sleep liddat :\ we were HOPING tt it would rain. n den surjono's class.. we keep peekin out.. to see 2c n 2d run :X den drizzling..n den we tot no need to run! weepie! budden... WTH mr yong say rain stop mus run. den abt 6pm den we run.. DUH when we abt to start.. it was drizzlin liao lor. n heavier n heavier. argg nvm.. at first.. MIRACLE i caught up with shinni le! den haha li bu chong xin...3/4 to the wad LINK dere. i walked liao :X chest v pain.. den haiya.. mi long legs for nothing. not good at running. so lose out at the back. i keep walkin.. cos i like got the thinkin that "haiya.. now u ve come thus far.. wont fail de lah!" n i ran slower n slower ARGG. nvm. i still passed. haha dun kan suay me okay! haha althou i lousiest in skymessx but nvm haha. i think i got a B or C? i dunno :\ im contented enough to ve a C liao hah :X at least all the torturings are over.. wohoo! but i still got my 5 items to go.. guess conducted next week PE lesson bah. wish me gd luck (; today siao lliao- til bus interchange stop. to walk home w seren -.0 okays this entry is gettin quite long. i'll stop :X

__`july`24`04

2004-07-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

ytd didnt blog.. hmm tired bah :\ n lazy. lol. yeah firstly, rmb to tune in to 933fm at 9.30pm today ((: rmb-- okays. today.. ms lim nagged again. for half an hr. but jus to shoot someone lah. that idiot. brought trouble. ruin our reputation. didnt he realised he's in this class too? sayin own ppl. siao. idiot. arggg! forget it. n den.. wahhha i bluffed ppl twicce today :X to know the whole story. lol. maths test.. i do finish den i realised the last Q... I cant do the last Q! my graph scale cnt reach 200! argg n its less than 5 mins to bell ring. n mr ang say wad.. "redraw lor" siao! u think less than 5 min i can finish it up-__- so rrly draw till half nv finish liao.. but bvm lah. still got old graph. can find the first 2 ans.. better than nothing. haha me n elx yue fa san zhang agreed on the things we shld n shldnt do in class (: hopes we suceeds. n ms lim.. maybe tok some sense into me bah :) motivation~ woohoo. everything is back to normal (: lalahs oh yar.. today is mengzhe's birthday (: happy birthday to mengzhe ((:

FIR

2004-07-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

wooohoo. wenta see FIR. but did a damn stupid thing. i jus walked to the mrt station n tapped my ez link card n went up the escaltor. till THEN i den realised... I DIDNT TAKE MY HANDPHONE OUT..!! arggg so i went back idiot. weather v hot lor. n den saw hansen n went up saw jiajia n serene. they gg woodlands library doing proj. den i wenta west mall meet saulin n chanel. i 12 plus den reach. we at 2nd floor see only. cos not enough cd all dese. n den today dunno why.. rushed to the toilet so many times :X ytd also. arggg. erm. shop a little bit. n brought cheese nuggets (: yum n red pearl milk tea. den saw someone eattin the choco coated apple. we wento buy :x wahh-- v nice. yum. n saulin still cant get over it n decidecd to buy a bar of chocolate at home make.. hhaha lets see if she succeeds:\\ haha i doubt so. den wait very very logn fir den come. n alot of ppl cut Q go the hard rock cafe thingy come back CUT FIRST row. yar.. tony yap ivy n all dese. alot of ppl. even escalator at each floor stop. n ppl stand there see FIR. they late for like 1 hr lor- arg den the stupid small little boi keep squeezin me. idiot. xiao xiao nian ji gan zhe zhong shi. :Z den chanel sis got come here shop. wah v chio lor. 25 yrs old only. n is a mother of 2 children. v thin also. wooohoo~ chanel niece also see FIR together lol. faye v cute. looks v like xiuwei. den real n ian. hmm v cool when they play their instruments. their movements. woohoo. n faye singing.. superb. dey only sing flyaway n lydia.act suppose to sing wo men de ai also. but they were late. so nvr... :\ saw their signatures not v nice. n i brot a whistle that stupid salespo intro de. can pull in pull out got diff tone. leg pain :\ den c some FIR photo chanel took. nort bad. n she gg develop yida's photo out ((: woohhoooo.

YiDA!!!

2004-07-25T07:44:00.000+08:00

wahhah u know wad im gg to say n type. dont u. its 25th july in de morning now. n yesterday I SAW YiDA!!!!! weeeeehhhhhheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! ok let me go into details (: met saulin in de morning to go jurong.. brought mee siam n curry ppuff eat. n den took a cab to IMM reach there. well there's jus PATHETIC TWO PERSON in front of us. one is B2(nor.. the one i alwaes mention with the fat butt n mini skirt) n she's wearin a mini skirt again. dunno why. damn stupid lor. go auto session wear mini skirt jump here jump there climb here climb there later zhaogeng[?] ah. then we settled down n ate mee siam yumm. den me n sualin go take neos. lol $5 de i think. n er. i dunno how use it. n jus drew some strokes on saulin face cos tt pen a little spoil. hahaha. failure. n den i think some workers gg to put up the banner behind for the auto session. n when he opened it up saulin shouted "william hung?!?" i was abt to scold her for mistakin yida for will hung n den it WAS rrly willaim hung :\ the oone wad.. win a tix to fly to hongkong to see william hung. n theres a big idiotic face for william hung there. OMGGGGG. that event starts at 12pm n yida de is at 5pm. later ppl tot we queueing up for that event ah. den when ppl come they ask "excuse me you all queuein up for yida de ah?" i said "nono william hung" :X den got one channel U reportr asked us some questions. nvr take phtos n write our name la.

n den till 1030 liddat one fan came n said to us "tell u all hor. yida is at burger king" we was like HUH? RRLY? its ten in de morning le! n we rushed to burger king see. OMG HE'S THERE! wearin a yellow puma shirt n his tattered jeans. n den we stand ard burger king see see. den we stood up. n theres a few security la. n den he go thru the back exit n we jus followed. n den he take the lift we cnt take. so wad we did? ran up the stairs. the security bluff de. say they stoppin at lvl3 so we run up the stairs to level 3 n waited outside the lift. haha the lift jus stopped there. n we "ji yida" again. n den close! idiot. so we ran up to 4th floor stop n see. the door open n saw yida. n closed -.- den we ran up to lvl 5. n den lift door open yida walked out. only a few fans follow only. cos mornin v v few ppl only. n some is exhuasted from the 5 storeys run n jus gave up n went back :X yida went into the wad IMM sports n recreational club. we stood outside. but we can see lah. glass walls. den he drink drink n den go to the gym exercise awhile haha. den he got interviewed by the channel u reporter we just saw. n wait... n den he came out. den the fans asked him questions "yida ni chi bao le mah?" yida: "bao! hen bao!" den "hui dao singapore de gan jue hao mah?" yida: "hen hao (:" n continued askin all these. nobody pulled him or wad. n he will look directly at ur camera n smile if u r holdin a cam. n den they waitin for the lift. the lift very long :\ so we jus stood there n chatted w him. woohoo. then saulin say" yida look here" yida say "hao. ke shi wo bu yao you flash.. yan jing hui tong" den snapped. saulin den say "mei you flash" but too bad. it wasnt a gd shot :\ den lift come. wad can we do? yar.. RUN DOWN. so run run run...down the stairs till 2nd floor. n den toook escalator to lvl 1.

n saw yida going up the stage. there will less than 20 fans. den he went up test mic all these. quite long. n we ask him sing song. den he sang "lan tian" twice ((: cos needa test n test. but not completely lah. haven real performance yet. n he also sang "ni ming de bao bei" woohoo. all live. not lip-sync. n he stil tot the time was 9+ act 11+ liao. woah. i nvr see before singers or wad. willactually come early way before the actual time. n tets microphone all these. still got sing :\ n den he left. take tt lift again. so we ran up to lvl 3. n saw him. but tt damn security dun let us use that passageway. so we took another way. n saw him again. lol. he wearin yellow shirt quite easy spot. n den got one secuirty wanted to stop n scold us. n he tot two shoppers were along with us. n scolded them :\ cos they running. den we jus siam. yida is in wad always $2 shop. diasco i think the name. n den we jus went into the shop. n stroll. cnt wlak too near to him :\ den he took photos. with those $2 items. some fans grab those items he touched. got one "bi sheng" fan one small paper umbrella n brought it. den come out liao we lost him. cos he use special exit. den forget it.

we went back. n den we got false alarm by ppl. say wad he in mini toons siao. go no see him. n dey dunno go where. we followed. false alarm again. haha n guess wad. i saw XU CHUN MEI look-alike!!! hahahha the mediacorp tv actress! damn damn funni lor. she was walkin v fast. n she wore like xu chun mei liddat. w long dress n those hats. n her lipstick is DAMN RED. whahaha ppl passin by all look ayt her. saulind dint saw n she ran up to look at her.

hahaha. n den we brought tt dunno wad ice cream? $2 the one that plays w u before u buy de. n den saulin ask me to play w him. cos if he play w saulin saulin will buaysong n sure give him slaps de :X n den he take expty cone play w me. ask me take den he turn n turn dun let me take. hahah den i know wad he gg to do. n i snatched the cone from him :XX n dropped hahahha. den he play w me. -.- sian de. esp his face is buaysong type lor. still wanna play. siao. n den the williamhung thing start a DJ from 88.3 came. n got some contestants went up. n he asked us anyone knows william hung dancesteps? den the one queuein up next to me . called "gaoyuan" went up. ommmg throw face. n he jus dances SHE BANGS. duh--- n den the judge ask him compare face w william hung. hahhaa damn alike. esp he also bageh like william. n got 2 gers wah prepared de. keep twist n shake their butts woohooo. den results came n judges gg choose between the 2 gers n gaoyuan to fly to hongkong to see william hung. but they studyin cnt go :\ so let the chance to another guy. :\\ but they got william hung concert tickets. lol.

den Q open splitted up into Q fans n watch fans. we watch first later than Q our postion v gd :x first row center of the stage. den wait till 5pm dj come. yida came too (((: omg v near (: den he sang lan tian. woohoo nice. n he sang xian shang you xi wah rap till v fast. n he tok till so sweet. n sang ni ming de bao bei he sing till eyes watery n keep sniffin :( den took photos with us. i took cd up cover my face :\\ but sure got shoot till me de la. no matter which angle also got camera. -___- n i say to him "yida jiayou" he say "hao!" woohoo. den wenta Q up. alot of ppl :\ but quite fast got signed liao. shook hands w him ((: n said some words to him. den we wait awhile auto session end liao. we wait at the back entrance for him. den alot of fans pull him lor! till he jus hunched his back n hide. mmornin time we jus walk along w him. nv do anything. now ppl scratch n pull him. den he took lift. den some stupid fans lead us to the carpark. of cos he not there -.- den me n saulin went up to 5th floor got ling gan he at the sports club. n yesh he's there. got intervieewd by e-city. n later channel 8. very long -.- den security bluff us say he use another exit go liao. den got some fans go. some fans stay. den dunno he where. den we forget abt it. go home.

n on the shuttle bus got fans say he not many ppl follow him. cos many fans go wrong way. he took his van go liao. think he heads off to his music school see teachers. den damn tired.. still high ytd. lol. but v ke xi yida nv sing "xian wei jing xia de ai qing" :\\ den went home slept for 12 hrs. thiink not gna see FIR le bah. 7pm starts :\ im tired. n theres maths test tmr. lol bear with me for this long entry :XX i didnt know its soo long :\
[[YiDA rocks\\!]

__`july`23`04

2004-07-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

wads wrong with me today. im being so pessimistic. jus felt isnt it better off not to be here. yesterday jus saw many anonymous blog. two of them i read, their friends committed suicide. maybe they just couldnt take the stress. n jus one jump or wad. thats the end of it. no more burdens. there's so many tests recently. n im not even prepared for it. maybe i jus didnt work hard enough. proj. no one has got the motivation to do it. rather do their own stuffs. even if they know that the proj need to be handed up in less than an hours time. forget it. why not say myself before i say others. why didnt i do it, huh? didnt i jus slack along with them. why didnt i motivated everyone. rrly felt like takin the penknife.... but no, i wont. i didnt have the courage to. n i know i shant do it. i jus hope things will get better. today... chi test damn difficult. i just peeked sideway :X n got back 2 compos. so wad if i get good marks for it. r u supposed to be happy when u are writin sad stuffs out n got gd marks? speakin of compo. LOL. we real tengcheong's compo. its damn damn damn MUSHYY!!!!!!!!!! but we still dunno who's e crush of hers. LOl. weehweeeet~ its sth like that :"wei she me shang cang bu neng ran wo men zai yi qi, wei she me wo bu neng zai ta ling zhou qian gen ta shou "wo ai ni" jiu suan shi zou meng, wo ye meng jian wo men yi qi wan zua mi chang" all these. theres still more loh. read till all ur hair stand up ahh. n sya wad. love have me power to stidy hard blahblah. n wad shen mi zhu chen shou fan LOL. must read ah~! hahah me n elx were actin out the little fairytale of his compo out. LOL. maths drew graph .at least this time round its better than e last chapter de. i understand better. (: but thinkin of the maths test on monday.. awwww. forget it. oh yar. n to the one who read my blog pls dun crt the hanyupingying abv okay. i know there will be alot of mistakes. alright. heeh guess today blog also v long bah :\ nvm. in case of grublin by er-hems im gonna end here weeets im gg to see YiDa tmr (:

eight of them. one more lesser. isnt it better?
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why why why. i cant seem to know everything. im jus like a dog. obeyin wad u say. n i dun have the right to knwo wads gg on. okay maybe in the past.. i knew too much. n now i cant even have the right to know anything thats happenin to me. wad i MUST do is "do wat u say" maybe its better off i dont know. but u know de feelin. when u wanted to know somethin but u cant.forget itttt

__`july`22`04

2004-07-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

stupud medicine! i've got a damn big swollen eye yesterday night. n den i got internet find the side effect of the medicine. wah! damn alot. one of them is pufiness or swollen eyelid or eye.. den say wad. if got this symtons pls seek help immediately. call wad ambulance wad wad. scare me leh! other side effects still got wad change of colour of your face, stomach ulcer gastric pain fainting wad wad. wad the damn. luckily nothin more happen ah. i stopped takin the medicine.

todae didnt took napfa with yuting. cos yar. spine still... den met yuting at sun plaza n went up to buy YiDA gaiban cd ((((: weepeeeh. quite stress lately lor.. cos many tests n homework arrggg. den heard sk--essx napfa score quite well (: hope ym too ((: n today got racial harmony performance. yeah. den dnt sian diao-- cut the metal. n file it. damn hot. n den osburg was stupid. he jus wore the apron jus right below his chin -_- n den erm. eng test. quite funni. mdm lim directly pronounce how the word should be read bro-ken-ly. n den cme. needa make a cheer. n ours... lame. hahah. but serene they all de lame-er den us. lol. n we keep playin the hai dai- ah hai dai game in sch :\ science test. arrg mixed everything up. so the test anyhow do :\ esp calculations haiyaa. blur liao. GREAT needa passup maths, chi proj n a chinese test tmr HOW SWEET.
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heyhey ruixian is back (: but didnt chat alot with her today lor.. but yar. got tok. chatted some stuffs. rrly miss her lol. jus so many things happened when she's away. so did e horoscope said sth would happend on 22nd :X yar. it did. Take one last, lingering glance backwards -- and then walk away. You need to put the past behind you, and think about what's really, really important to you now. i guess i know what it means :X im not superstitious lol. rrly stressed on studies now. haizzz i wonder when there will be a day. there will be NO homework. im sad now. althou. i dun wan to let ppl think tt i wanna let the whole world know im sad or wad. wanna ppl to know my feelings n make a big fuss over it. but..this's my blog :\ duh-- let see where time brings me to. to continue with this path or jus turn the other way round to a new one. i stand no chance. no hope. no tries. the obstacle is far too obstructive[?]. it obstructed my (n ur) way. forget it. blah blah bye

i've tolerated enough. maybe im not going to anymore. u are just too much. for me to endurre.

__july`21`90

2004-07-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

*burps* wah i uess i gainin 2 kg le bah. ate choco chips icecream, L fries. my dinner. n ice cream cake :\ duh.. erm mornong went to see doctor. look here look there. den gimme 2 days MC of not being able to attend PE. so i guess tmr napfa test i not takin le bah. jus now got try inclined pull-up.. haiya. cannot :\ backache. needa eat medicine n apply medicine. lol. speakin of iit. i realised i forgot. *offs to take med* -swallows pill down. the wad confenac gel stinks :\ eww. n erm. today racial harmony day. some ppl wore traditional clothes to sch. but osburg.. er-hem. i dunno wad is tt :) woohoo-- elaine dua chiobu worh. :X sux man. this class dunno like got endless amount of hw. arrg. strange lor. like nv got one day we dun haven nothing to do. n to remind myself.. there's 2 tests tmr -SMILES WIDELY plus lit n maths hw. i guess i still nv mentioned some. arrrg today nv took pe. so chatted with yuting. who didnt took too. gd lor. they today no run n all these. haha i took to wrong day to mc off pe. tokked quite alot :X gna end here. i still got tons of work to do. muackies dears~

__`july`20`04

2004-07-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

weehaa. its time to blog my blog :X according to my to-do list (: althou i wrote 8.30pm do maths to 10pm but toobad i haven completed it :\ kept watchin tv. haiyaa nvm lahs. hmm yea mdm yeo didnt come again (: haha i lik cursing her to fall sick liddat. n den we needa do work. n mr yip's class was rrly borrin:X history lesson was that stupid maths test!?! felt so much like sleepin cos i dunno alot of it :\ jus anyhow scrbbled an answer down. haha recess time. wonder how sihui walk. she jus fell. BONG on the ground (; althou i didnt see it. but that sound was terribly LOUD. lol. den in class me n elx were crappin again keep laughin. n tt stupid elx. haha mr ang asked " how many squares one unit " elx SHOUTEd "10" n mr ang smile n said "5" wahhaah dui lian. dunno why we can laugh about tt :X me whole body achin maybe tmr go see doc. :\ im not tat "wad" anymore forget it. not bloggin bye. n lastly.. i DUN HAVE PMS NOW...ALRIGHT

shld had ask u this q earlier :\ but i also know de answer.. hope the barrier will jus... er...vanishes *puffs* as time goes by... u need time (: but of cos i wish faster lah:X v sian leh. no chats no smses. duhh-- forget it. bye. horoscopie say im wad on 22nd? hmmm althou im not superstitious or wad. nvm. byebye

__`july`29`04

2004-07-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

wohhooos. jus finished conf chat for less than half an hr lah. i hafen done my hws yet :| arrrhhhhggggggg but felt so much like sleepin dat i dont feel lyk doing :\ erm today got chit chat session with ms lim. told her abit of everything :X tokked quite long actually. n den mdm yeo nv come weeppie (: no chinese lesson. den maths. haiya knew i wont do well. jus pass for maths test. wth '.' n some of dem in front was doin wad friendship pencil lah. make till their hand so dirty :X elx n me gg to have a pair of earring "M n E" (: ME~ tada~ haha n we decided to switch one of our shoes durin recess n walk about liddat :X haha saulin spotted it first n den jiajia. lol. quite fun. im mad--yar. osburg dunno who name is called cai ping pong :X it was a letter of a sch back den. now no exist liao. n de phone number is only 5 digits n postal code : 1 haha. written in 1967 de :\ n den de prefects dunno go where lah. so music we helped dem pack their stuffs to music room. n i think i left elx zhou wen bu in the classroom :XX hahahah okok. i'll help u find tmr. n den i help ken toh carry his bag. wahah so low. keep hittin my knees. cool lol. quite a short entry today :\ althou still got alot to write. ohyar.n stupid kahkin n tengcheong. tengcheong says tt i've got pms so ts why i so moody today. damn him.

__july`19`04

2004-07-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

oucch now butt pain :X sat on the chair too long :X er yesh. jus now got conference chat with serene,layjia,alvin,zhanqing n kenneth toh. zhanqing is like wastin his hp $ lor--!!! nv say more than er.. 10 sentences for like more than an hr bah... n we got a bet tt who put down the fone first shall treat us eat tmr (: okay, so alvin, we are waitin for ur treat :X n layjia was like everytime away for while.. when she come back will "anyone got goodnight msg, gd morning msg or gd afternoon msg anot". -__- n sometimes alvin voice over e phone sounds lyk zhanqing dde. but haha zhanqing dun speak so much :X heeeh. layjia left the phone on for us to tok. she go to slp. cos she studyin in ANDERSON SEC. morning session. unlike cchy de mah-_- n den alvin hung. zhanqing hung, nobody know his presence :X n den serene wento bathe. smelly her :X xing lai after gg out to lib n play badminton for the whole day. she 12+ am den bathe. eewww. n den me n kenneth continue chattin for 1hr liddat. maybe let me know some senses. n maybe... hope things get better. n hope im a gd listenin ear (: occh butt still pain:X im hungry.. but not gonna eat:X nt lyk alvin hor . serene says "look at yr figure" :X forgett it. im gg to sleep now (: althou im not tired. muackies my deaars

orchard (:

2004-07-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

hmm yeah today. i meet jiajia in da mornin to meet sihui n yuting play badmintion. jiajia is FORRRRREEEVAAA late. not even an apology from her -__- n den meet si n ting at semb to play near sihui hse. her hse quite diffi walk. n den quite funny we decided to play at an open place?with one or 2 tree nearby only. n den the shuttlecock stuck on the tree :\ n we threw one racket up to trry gettin the shuttlecock down.who knows. the racket stuck up there too. hahah n den after many times i guess is save the shuttlecock down le. but the racket still up! n throw throw throw. ended up... 3 rackets on the tree. hahhaa. den bobian dunno how get it down. n a passerby uncle was walkin his dog came n help n shake the tree : useless. haha n den me n si went upstairs to her hse.. to take a bamboo stick down.. haha. n we poke poke poke till it dropped (: n den continued with our game lor. haha we spent like half an hr tryin to get the rackets n shuttlecock down from the tree -.- sihui is a gd player ;) n jiajia er-heems* heeeeh. n den play till 11am i gtg to meet saulin chanel n jinghui to go orcchard. n we went up sihui hse rest. i miss her mom's char kuew tiao (?) ...

hahaha on the way to orchard a damn embarrasin thing happen to chanel :X she tot we had reached orchard liao but act we at newton. n she, alone jus walk out of the mrt. n we were puzzled. n saulin say "chanel, where u gg?" she den realised she alighted at the wrong station n quickly run back into the mrt before the door closes. n everyone in the mrt was lookin at her. :X lol. n we went wisma surfbabe. no new stuffs. but saw the cheap wallet. 12+ guess ripcurl de. but the colour.. not v nice so decided to skip it first. den went breatalk buy bread n off to heeren. took neoprints ((: hmm took to spongy backgrd de first :X but i guess choose wrong n den its quite fast damn ugly :X n we only chose 2 photos out of 5-6 cos we were toopicky n time's up :X failure... sso decided to take another one. yeah success ;) but bad thing i dunno how read jap words n i disabled the right-hand pen user! so we onyl got one pen to deco. but nvm (: jus in time (: n i saw a bag i like. althou quite similar to e slingbag i have now the netted "fishnet" one -.- but its available in hotpink,purple,green,yellow n white i guess. but its carry on shoulder de. quite nice.. but was in a hurry n i tot fareast will hav so i nv buy :\ n den off to fareast plaza. on e way saulin so disgustin she jus spited ice cream nearly onc chanel face n all over the floor. n a woman passin by was like. stoppin down. n shook her head. alamak. :X erm. brought bubble tea n XXL chicken ? yuummy. went house of starz kpo awhile. loiter for quite along time. n den jinghui needa go off to botanic garden to watch dunno wad band thingy lah. n i accompanied her to PMK buy tee first. heard a song i dun wisha hear :X cant seem to find one tee design i like :\ so nv buy. decided to go back for de op de. n den we ask her wait for us accompany her take taxi go botanic she INSISTED no. idiot. so she took the cab herself go -.- den irene told us theres a wad thailand fair at near far east plaza dere. food cheap n nice. so we went. 5 banana fritters for $1. yum. n chanel is a shui tong wonder how she gobble down 2 cups of pearl milk tea n one cup of chendol n one coconut drink in like 2 hrs time!?! n den we took cab to botanic garden. omg worse regret today :X I HATE THE BOTANIC GARDEN! the weather is damn hot n warm dere n den soo many insects.eee. flew so near us. n i trried not to scream. haha one nearly flew on chanel's nose so she ran :X den after hearin ACS n RI performance decided to go liao :\ so find jinghui, with her frds norlyn n jamie. weeh n i was hesterically searchin for sihui (: n i waved to her. she came n look for me. she say come cos saw one siao one keep wavin n wavin. -.- im the only skymessx to look for her haha. she mus b happi :X okay. i didnt mean anything :X n den we took a cab back to far east. cos chanel n saulin wanna get yida album to help hos sign.. wth. waste $9 on cab money to get myself all hot n sweaty n full of insects over me. how sweet. me n saulin was lyk discussin things at the backseat in the taxi n de driver was friendly keep interruptin our convos. idiot. was like.. er.. jus "yan zhou hui" is call wad? n we answered "performance" ? n den he said.. den ask wad... "e-zer" is wad ? saulin ask. "eraser?" he ask "wad is eraaser" saulin answered back "xiang pi ca" he still dun understand. n den ask us wad is council in chi called. n we dunno how explain. n he say wad before he learn all those words he graduated liao. pri 2 nio study liao. we was like. oorh. n den we continued w our chat. n he say..dun even think u all born liao when i graduated. WHO CARES? -__- n den he saw a taxi w a guy inside. gazin dunno where. n he say "haha this guy sure is being dumped by a ger so ownself take taxi. ppl is "kuai le xing qi tian" he is "ji mo xing qi tian" wahah. nice sense of humour -.- n den go back hos -__- n went level one shop. couldnt find the baggy :( nvm. i dun need it now. n den went back to yishun. went north buy sch shoes. f-i-n-a-l-l-y. haha my leg size hor. haiyo try 5 to tight in front. try 6 too big. arrgg. n went home. i hate my brother. damn him.

haiyo. today tot im gg to buy sth back home. but.. arrgg didnt brought enuff money to buy the shirt cos i brought shoes first. n i spent <$7 for eattin :X i still got to buy my baggie. wallet. n shirt n yida album. haiyaya n FIR comin on 25th july-.- arrg. 24 yida coming. i wanna see yida. but FIR i wanna see how faye sing live. n there's 3 tests comin up next week. one proj due. n NAFA!!!!! im gg bonkers

__17`july`04

2004-07-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

alright. this antry should be a short one i guess. hmmm today i nvr went out. act wanna go yuting hse kpo de. but i slept :x dunno why recently sleep so much. ytd i slept at 11+ n woke up at 9+ liddat. den afternoon i slept from 4+ to 7+ haha. i wonder how i fall into sleep tonight again :\ n ermm morning go around look at ppl's blog. n saw senior yuting de. haha she've got the same midi song as me in e blog. n erm. tmr meeting saulin chanel n jinghui to gaigai at orchard. weeppie. cos we long time no take neos liao. the last one took was like er-- vvvv long ago loh. january bah.. n im gna get out to buy my new tee n maybe yida gaiban or get my new sch shoes or get a new wallet or get a new bag (: my mom doesnt know was size of shoe i wear-.- hello. im yr daughter for 14 yrs mind you. nvm. anyway, tmr dey no free do proj so im gg out. so dun say i go out rather than do projs :X lac lac.

it takes more muscles to frown than to smile. so smile more (: okays? i hope so :\ u r nt gna read dis anyway. maybe u tok to me more or wad. i'll smile more (:0 alriggght. n to my previous entries (forgotten which one) i wrote "sathis confronted sathis" haha shld be sathis confronted serene opps. n yeah this entry is a short one.. hmmm maybe i go out tmr n theres more fer me to write. buaiz my dearsss.

I'll always remember It was late afternoon It lasted forever And ended too soon You were all by yourself Staring up at a dark gray sky I was changed In places no one would find All your feelings so deep inside It was then that I realized That forever was in your eyes The moment I saw you cry The moment that I saw you cry It was late in september And I've seen you before You were always the cold one But i was never that sureYou were all by yourself Staring at a dark gray sky I was changed I wanted to hold you i wanted to make it go away I wanted to know youI wanted to make your everything, all right....

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came back to change some of my template stuffs. so might as well blog. anyway, jus now got conference chat with layjia, serene,kenneth song,alvin n hansen. they damn damn lame. wahah. record down serene n alvin dunno tokin wad lah. n also recoard down alvin's singin.lol. er.. i quite quiet thou. n i brb awhile to go online. n go back toot toot toot liao-_- i go away v long meh :\ forget it. dun wisha blog. )): bye.

__july`16`04

2004-07-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

dammit lar. one ie hanged jus now. n closes this window. ARGG. i needa retype. i wrote quite alot. arrhhhg. forgert it. i think i notice that this? this particularly posting box had changed? e layout of it. nvm about tt. eeww jus saw stella sorta slimmin tea adv.? :\ disgustin act cute :X i dun mean the stella i know alright : hmm today was late for an hr to meet queenie in sch to do proj :\ im a late queen :X xiner too alright. she reached the same time as me. althou i set off earlier then her. n den later shalalalahs.- rain -.- eng was doin the advertisement thing.y n we needa choose an ad from the newspapers.but we only got LIMITED ads to choose from since MOST of it was covered with elaine rox -_- chinese luckily mdm yeo no scold us of not handin up our projs n allowed us to extend it till next week (: yeah. budden haiyo. ytd rrrushh till like siao~. nvm. sooner or later i still have to do it isnt it. n prefects were catchin ppl with ankle socks today. n i guess it caused alot of conflicts(?) among the ppl. quarrelled n argued with the prefects and all dese. n i saw the namelist of ppl wearin ankle socks. act 2a was perfect de-.- except er-hems! (shld know who) but he not gonna wear le. n my beloved class was on the blacklist :X haiyoyo. some prefects r rrly sad. cos as ms lim said. they r jus carryin out a duty tt they needed to do. by not cooperatin we put them in a difficult position. haiya they also cant dun take down names de mah. it was asked by the teachers to do so. if u were in their shoes. u also v diffi zhou ren right. why lose a friend with the matter of shorter-sockies-length.also cant say " u r my frd right, so let me off today " haiya say so much. dun think anyone cares. but prefect frds cheer up (: wahaha i say so much. wad if i wore ankle socks one day. im gonna to be dead. lol. choy~. hmm n serene sirname is "lai" oh yar. she was also OVER THE MOOON when she saw someone she didnt expect to wear ankle sockies. she cant believe her eyes.~! lol. maths sux. dun even know wth mr ang crappin again. wad travel graphs. n yeah. theres a maths test on travel graph, oh yar. did i mention... theres a science test n a chinese test next week too. n a proj dued too. arrgg. why issit that work has been so crampped n busy since july starts :\

im still not feelin alright ): tot i shouldnt had cared, but i did. things were going wrong ever since sch reopens : haiyaya. i still.. miss the old days. we sharin secrets. we toking. u tellin me ur problems. i tellin you yours. wheres the old times ): our chats got lesser. sms lesser. wad else more can happen. i dun wanna imagine. hmmm off to do sth. i'll continue later if i have the time to ;)

dadadadidumdum

2004-07-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

its 1.30am now. aint it a long time since i wrote a long entry? yesh.gonna write y blog slowly :x since im watchin tv:X all of them went offline le. nvm i still needa rruuusshhh my chinese proj. wonder if we can hand it up on time. since its like last minute work. we haven got alot of content. not alot of pics. handwritten n all these shit. idiot. shouldnt have done last minute work. n everyone isnt very cooperative. i mean. why grumble if i jus asked you to write out A page. since i had already written alot more than that.argg forget it. not to be offensive.

well my day. started with some lame presentations of some classes. but isnt it quite rude to anyhow take ppl's pic to "display" it to the whole sch. n its okay if its interestin but it isnt:X i dunno whether if permission were asked la. but some innocent ppl also got their face displayed to the whole sch.isnt it. -.- er. why mus i care? forget it. dnt. tt mr lim kpo sia. anyhow scold us. siao. n dnt started the metal workpiece. asked mr tan for the change of seats.cos i dun wanna be stuck with 3 guys. so i exchanged with jonathan. n we were supposed to stand up to do the workpiece but i cant bend properly. my spine still hurts. so i requested for a chair to sit n do (: hmm now i guess ok le bah. n den recess was like sathis confronting sathis to say she had done her duty n blahblah. duh- after recess mr lim scolded us ): cos of ppl chewing chewing/bubble gums in class.chew chew chew! chew like a cow! opps. hmm im innocent too -mr pringles face. lol. hmm but i sorta saw someone chewing even when ms lim ask the ppl to own up. e person dun dare bah. guess tt ppl swallowed it down lets hope his intestine sticks together -thats wadds ms lim said. tryin to upload a song now. hmm but i guess its too big. haha.elx gonna fight with me for that song :X i'll upload first;) n yeah. ppl sant seemed to tag my tagboard. poor thing ): later gonna solve the stupid problem. n science dunno wth ms norfida tokin. i jus missed a day of lesson in sch n woah-- all gone. dunno wad I V A wadeva~ teacher sayin. argg.

ya know wad. YiDA is comin to singapore,his homeland. wooohooo~~ i guess im gg to see him:x its been a long time i last went to an auto session i guess. n i definitely wont miss yida out. yeah~. let me remind myself. its on 24 july sat 5pm at IMM atrium stage only sign gaiban i guess if i memorised it correctly. weepeeh. hmm i dunno why i today so bek. keep findin jiajia hand to vent out my anger. arrggg. i even teared away my mcdonald coupons into tiny pieces. brand new :\ nvm. im not gg to use it anyway. haha is it another way of saying "im tearin 'money' to shreds?" forgett it. n today sat jiajia car home so quiet :X i dunno why. nv even toked. i guess im thinking.. why am i so bek today ? :X hahaha forget it. hee. i jus found the midi ;) althou a little zaoxia lah- haha but nvm. i won elx~ minmin rox better than elx do. lol. haha who asked elx. siao one. today the newspapper she jus scribbled ELAINE ROX!ELAINE ROX!ELAINE ROX!ELAINE ROX! on particularly every single page of the newspaper. she's mad ok. lol.we even threatened her lol :X if she contuinued.. we will pass it to.. er-hem.

i guess im being more un-socialize? hmm is this the word to use? drifted from some of my friends. i mean when im sad or wad. didnt even tell dem. maybe its like. i needa explain a whole new chunk to them. that i dun even bother to write or say it out. jus too complicated n complex dat i dunno how to phrase it myself too. so... why bother. since nobody listenin too :\ wow. now its 2.30am i've been typing this blog for an hr:X but of cos im not so slow. i mentioned i had been watchin tv jus now :D n findin the midi. n yeah. if u heard the song. dun mind i put it here alright. didnt meant anything.i like the song too.

i guess i wont be sleepin so early tonight bah. since i slept from 9.30-11.30pm jus now. luckily i woke up. or else i wont be even doing the proj:X n im being woken by my mum. nagged me up to say that i made the house so untidy n messy. freak. n dunno why she in such a gd mood to buy a new tee for me. but she dunno wad pattern i wanted so she say she givin me money n asked me to buy it myself. eee.. then she come back so bbbaaaadddd. gave me lesser than the tee cost. say i ownself give. i shld have told her to buy right-.- den i no nid payy extra money. haiyaya speakin of proj again. i seriously think jian tie is muuch more fun than dis sttupid thing.so boring. i guess everyone feels this way too bah:X althou jiantie was abit more rrushher than this. but that is much more interesting. haiz. i wonder if we were gg to delay the proj.if seriously, we cant get it on time tmr. we had got too few pgs le ): nobody is motivatin anyway.

things arent the same as last time is it. now i dunn even know wads happening. im in a mist of everything. n i dunno if i can trust the ppl around me. i dunn even know if i should help. but maybe im more of a hindrance than help. no more smses. no more chats. no more anything anything. blahblah. even if we do. its so short n topic-less.i cry no more (: since maybe im too tired to? or jus why should i? or wad? i dunno.but i dunn need another apology okay. dun think u felt bad tokin to me afterall. i dun mind.why should u.or u r jus that too.... that u dun feel like toking. i dunno. u used to speak to me. but now. i rrly have no idea wads happening. misses the old days. :X i mean perhaps months ago or wad. wooowie. i dun think anyone have the patience to read finish this super duper long entry bah:X lol. tagg me if u had read finish:X opps i rmbeed my tagboard is spoilt? yeah.RMB to fix it. i still feel like typing:x althou my proj is still lyin in front of me waitin for me to touch it. but i dunno wad can i still type anymore:X forget it. im off to templete to add the song n aadd my new tagboard(: saved this first. muackies my friends. muackies u~!

Don't speak, seal your lips,
please don't say a word
maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me
but I don't want the truth to haunt my memory

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
the flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years and I'll take the tears

I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
you gave me more than love
but never thought I cared
my feelings were all for you
althogh it didn't show
I only told you the day you let me go

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you, I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears

Now I realise that your not mine
but I'm hoping the pain will ease in time
although your leaving, I won't say goodbye
because I know your here with me inside

How is it now that I can tell you i love you
how is it only now that it's too late
What can I do the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears

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ahhh~~~! i left this blog an hour agao n why am i here again?!? its 3.45AM now?!! did i forgot that i needa go to sch tmr? did i forgot tt i need to reach sch at 9.30am?! why arent i sleeping. aww should took a night nap jus now. read thru ppl od jus now. my dear______ i dunno wad had happened, but cheer up(: er. u wont read this anyway.nvm abt tt.i read thru vanessa llooonng blog too. althou managed to read a few days de only since its too long. missed out 7days i guess. i needa wake up tmr at 7.30 i guess so i onyl have 3 hrs of sleepin time. but why am i still here ); n i still havent finished my proj. should say i haven touched the pen. since jus now. i rather visit other ppl blog :X actually felt like buyin yida gaiban tmr b4 i shakes my butt to sch. but.. i needa reach sch early n the cd shop isnt open yet :\ nvm theres still a whole new week before he comes (: weeh. im waitin for FIR too.to come say july come.. but i dunno when.waitin to gai ban too:X hmm think its been such a long long longtime sincw we last took neoprints. hmm should say not long. the last time was when we watched spidey isnt it. but its a COMPLETE COMPLETE failure that i dun feel like keepin it. felt like sms-ing somebody now. but guess thatt person already slept bah. at this late hour. nvm. i dun interrupt ppl beuaty sleep.im feelin hungry now:X but no, if i eat. i'll have to slp at a later time. i wonder how am i gg to survive in sch tmr..dozin off in MATHS CLASS? oh...:( thinkin tt mr ang LURRVES callin my name n.. the maths test that im sure to fail. awww. *stomach grumbling* n mdm yeo, maybe givin us a black face for our proj X_x n if tmr im still the same as today. oh no-- wahaha i sound silly n dumb:X btw the abv lyrics was sorta not-new(old) by a1 ben x) i'll take the tears if u didnt know. n as u can see. i changed a new tagboard. hope this one is workin. if u still cant tag. prompt me in msn ok. n yeah. enjoyin the new song in my blog ;)? heeh. zaoxia right:X next time im gonna put spongebob squarepants de. wahahha. found a funny version of it. this entry is too long:X im not gonna type anymore:X althou... forget it.

the reason is youuuu. u dun need to be perfect.

ouuch

2004-07-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

ytd didnt blog. v bek. hmm recap wad happened ytd. so.. theres a STUPID MATHS TEST. woah 14marks already byebye-- since i nv even draw the draft. act the x n y axis lines also dun wan draw de. guve mr ang mian zi la :X let him know at least i know how to draw. n den jiajia left her history bookin the bus. so we wenta bus interchange find. didnt knew the bus interchange quite high-tech:X n erm. later then know the book is in vick's hand.

today.. hhmmm someone jus ran away ask me pass book to someone-____- n i think theres something wrong with my body. right hand keep.. shakinG? n den pe sorta SPINE pain. oucch. i cant even bend down. omg. n theres NAFA TEST NEXT WEEK!!! n PROJ DUE TMR! im going MAD~

suckish day

2004-07-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

ytd night v early slp so didnt came online. n den morning 8+ woke up. 9+ reach shinni hse. ended up nv do homework. nv bring this nv bring dat. stupid. got scolded by mdm yeo. blahblah. n 2a... STILL ADDIN PPL!?! gosh. isnt 45 ppl ENOUGH?! arrrg.i didnt take the maths competition test so.. not counted;) but mus do well in other tests liao. ate mochion e way back. yum. heard chanel a wei album got autographed. woww~ personally. dun wish to blog le. byebye.

sho embarrixing~~!!!

5566~!

2004-07-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

yeah. today went to airport jie 5566 flight. hmm quite tired thou. n cold dere. n erm make the boards. dunno why ran to the washroom so many times :\ n den later 9+ some 56 fans come liao. got 1 is the last time channel U quan xing zhong dong yuan B3. the piao liang pang mei mei. OMG SHE THIS SIZE WEAR LIDDAT. wore a shirt. n u know. those far east level 1 short short pink mini skirt. n its damn short~ n with her legs its jus-- ZHU JIAO. put together is XXXL ZHU JIAO. roast it.. yum -- n den like if u life 1 cm higher. u will see her big ass (: not to be rude or wad-- but she.. sux. bhb de. den some stupid fans ask us to rang them one place cos she dunno wan hand wad proposal to 5566. siao~ haha who so stupid to let her stand first. n den dey already squeeze us to a side liao. nden later alot security guards. soo funny lor. all black n wear sunglasses. 9 of them comin in a gang. wahah the scene. n one still take out dunno wad sweet chew chew ACT COOL-- n then taipei flight arrive liao all of them so high. budden dunno wth how long they took to come out. n then first i saw SAM. n den everyone.. SCREAMS!!--- xiao dao no come ): den they inside quite long. wahha took a long time no notice cyndi. she short short inside :D stand beside sam sam cover her liao :\ everyone was like mad--. n den saw starland tony yap n some fans inside leh. yar guess knew wad they did. board the SAME flight as them come lor. n he was standin sooo close n take their photos. aiyar. he rich mah :\ n everytime wear lightblue shirt. wu ru the colour :X

they come out. jason so dao-_- grr everytime liddat. den we wuickly go downstairs take our mini van. :X siao liao--- hmm but quite cheap thou. i nv chase till at night cos later gg do proj. so chase till the uncle rest. noon to two. guess less than 10 dollars. nvm la. see the hwee-ing inside chasin :\ den we like damn slow. took the gok gok zhe so laoya de. n in front of us was like er--! 10 mini vans + cabs den finally chase till their cab. tot they WERE speedin. dey also gok gok che=_= so slow. n they pulled their curtains. so cant see anything n at first we were like the slowwest van. den we too fast liao become first-_- 5566 van still behind-_- so we slowed down. n we tot they turn another road. sloweerr. who knows why suddenly alot vans ahead of us again. n den we realised 5566 car ahead again.stupid. we slowed down to wait for the car but nv realised the car passed by us. den chasee n they went to conrad hotel. we tot it was marina mandarin. cool. n den wait outside lor. park car. n den tok tok chat crap. n saw one fa's van leaving. n den another car with blue curtains leavin. n den we see. saulin suddenly scream SHAN WEI!!!! we AHHHHH den he raised his head look out of car. weeh. act wanna chase after him de. cos no ppl were chasing. n 56 in hotell. but dat stupid uncle left the car took awhile come back. den lost sight of him le. i only caught a small small glimpse of him. dey say he v shuai. n den uncles gonna go somewhere later pick us up again. so i left with chanel. im mad. wanted to see them X) or get away X(

den go shinni hse do proj. wth. the chi words cnt be viewed properly only 1 web can. so... wad i find ytd night till 2aam was USELESS. mus ownself do-__- argg. so ended up doin hw lor- still got alot hafen do at this moment. n den later sai ah. keep shoot video of me. arrrg. forget it. den later go sun plaza eat n shop awhile. went home. now waitin for nkf 5566 performance X) maybe dialin a call. im not rich am i (x omg i blogged so long :\

10`july`04

2004-07-10T15:22:00.001+08:00

hmm ytd didnt blog. dun wanna to.wad happened ytd was . elx no come so i sat alone. hmm forgot wad happen ytd le:\ elx no come so i tot practical i can sit with yuting. buden ms norfida ask me sit back~! stupid willy they all faulT! bobian lor. so do together.hahhaha posburg is afraid of the bulb's light:\ n mr ang is lyk see me bushuang or wad.ytd i sit alone shld b v guai de 0:) who knows. he called my name THRICE.

i tot i wasnt suppose to be angry or sad. cos i knew someone was not any better. but worse. so what right do i have to be. things are not the same anymore. i wanted to help out.but im not in the position to. have faith in yourself.stand up again. x) miracles will happen. erm.. n thank the one for ytd night. althou i wait ur sms till i slept-_-

today also got do cip. quite fun. give the nkf thing. got a free shirt n water. act they pai us go aljunied-> ? de. budden we go change the lcaton to orchard:D reach dere so many ppl. n we walk to putside wisma. outside heeren. centrepoint. everywhere>,< quite diffi den we go somerset mrt give out. it was MUCH better. budden i distribute quite slow lor-_- haiz last time also lidday. bobian i not FATED to do this kinda job haha. lokpui give all liao i still left... ONE STACK?!? haha den we still got left abt 1 hr go shopping. i brot the jap octopus ball. new flavour de sausage n cheese hmm not bad. not v gd thou :\ n den brot famaous amos cookies~ cheaper 90c. den go home oink oink v tired. n den 7 go out meet ting. finally brot her present:X n we loiteer at popular v long. choosin colour markers:X n draw out hands. wahah so unsucessful. dunno northpoint so big shopped 3 hrs :\ n den sat down with rene for half n hr crap :D . n now. erm-- very busy :X 4 ~~idiots~~ r chattin to me :X n needa find proj stuff. dunno whether tmr wanna chase 5 not :\

sick

2004-07-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

today nv go sch today. cos have a stomachache. guess is the pasar-lang-mum chedol n cheese hotdog fault. lol. ran to the washroom for 6 times in the morning :| den surf net for the morning. n den read thru some history :\ n msged my friends in sch :x no get caught ah :X miss me right.. wahhaha. n now guess my elx is sick.-_- take kare;) hmm so cold at home raining. den watch tv :D n slept. sucha good weather. hmm guess i miss out alot of things in school bah. friends update me x). how i wish i dun go sch tmr :\ but its not gd to run for the toilet :D

bored

2004-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

well im so bored so decide to take this (:

My name is]: minmin :)

[In the morning I am]: slacking.n sleeping :X
[All I need is]: time?

[Love is]: arrg dun wish to ans right now :
[If I could see one person right now]: hmmm i hope to see my grandpa :( impossible.

[I'm afraid of]: insects :x darkness,alone

[I dream about]: anything about eveything? :x

HAVE YOU EVER?

[Pictured your crush naked?]: nah nah~! hey didnt u see my halo on my head 0:) haha *innocent*!

[Actually seen your crush naked]: wahhaha. no no.

[Cried when someone died]: of cos i will im NOT cold blooded-

[Lied]: opps.

[Coke or Pepsi]: coke. *burps* lol.

[Flowers or candy]: erm candies (: i lurve eatting :X i cant chew on flowers can i ?

[Tall or short]: tall. guess taller is better. breathes more fresh air :\

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:

[What do you notice first?]: smile and eyes.

[Last person slow danced with]: never slow danced before. *lol*

WHO:

[Makes you laugh the most?]: er- hmm my lame friends i suppose. or those silly one who couldnt understand things:X now i guess is elx wahah she has speech problems :X

[Gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: er- tt person.

[Has a crush on you?]: lalala

[Easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: gers i guess. esp those gurls thing lol. u cant ask a guy THAT~. hmm but muchly depends sometyms.

DO YOU EVER:

[Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?]: yesh.

[Save aol/aim conversations]: er- chat logs?

[Save e-mails]: yup. some rrly funni de.

[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: er- no i guess. i love being a ger (:

[Cried because of someone saying something to you]: ya. but depend. will be angry sometimes :X

HAVE YOU EVER:

[Fallen for your best friend]: im not a lesbian :|

[Been rejected]: er- no?

[Rejected someone]: yes?

[Used someone]: as in?

[Been cheated on]: er~ situation?

[Done something you regret]: yesh.. i guess i did that everytime :|

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:

[You talked to]: er. as in long chat? short ones was my mom. she dialed a call a day everytime.

[You hugged]: er- sihui bah:X after she came back from shanghai;)

[You instant messaged]: elx.

[Laughed with]: er- i cant rmb. elx maybe? or skmess.

[Color your hair]: er- no. i dun wan mrs sim come find me :
[Ever get off the damn computer]: ?

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU

[Smoke]: nah nah. i TOLD u to see my halo on my head 0:)

[Could you live without the computer?]: no. im addicted :\ umless its like my comp spoil.

[What's your favorite food]: heyhey alot leh. i dunno which one :\ i like cheese fries, nice cooking :\ everything im a trashbin but of cos some exceptions :D

[What's your favorite fruit?]: honeydew (: watermelon papaya. i like "gua" alot :X

[Drink alcohol?]: okay this is the 3rd time im tellin u.. to SEE MY HALO 0:)

[What hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional i guess. physical unless i got a broken skull or much worser than that la:D but ya emotional.. takes a long time to heal. no medicines.

[Trust others way too easily?]: yar. stupid de. cant trust ppl so easily liao :X

[I want]: alot. im greedy. to get high grades,to stay happy. n to get wadeva i want.

[I wish]: that all my wishes will come true. * im greedy again.

[I love]: er-?

[I miss]: the old days :
[I hear]: my stupid brother toking.

[How do you know it's love]: dang wo cai fa jue-- jiu shi ai *jolin* :X im lame.

july`07

2004-07-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

yoryor. was cryin jus now ); know i shouldnt hav. so ugly :X eyes so sore. useless bum me >.< ~~fingers crossed~~. stop that. today.. was like rushin homework:X all nv do :x haiz. lac. hmm alright lor. nothin much happen. after sch we 7 of them except shinni but + meiqi walked home together(: to pasar-la-mum <-- jiajia way of pronounciation :\ quite short nia la. :X brought cheese hotdog n chedol ;)tt stupid new parrot in our class keep parrotin about idiot damn her. better cut botak! -sticks out tongue :X dun exactly feel lyk typin here. muackies! all of u.
maybe im wrong.er-- am i?

?

2004-07-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

omg. i dunnow how many had seen my entry. shit, its like. my blog sot one. . n den i accidentally save something which was not meant to be .. open-_- as a draft n i didnt ealised it appear!!!n den. FREAK. okok. hmm im gonna delete it before anyone comes online :\ shit shit.

okay. today so much homework. gonna die. today at hmt class serene make a gr8 jk. lol. si zhedere was suppose to be a pause between but she.. haha jus read as dead people.n i told lame jokes:X abt the driver de. elx too. froggie. oh yar.sayin of frog. dunno who caught a small tiny frog today n put it inside a bottle. ewww-.n got a dental trauma talk. yucks so disgustin mus know how to protect teeth liao:x n at chinese class. teacher distributed out our fotos. n asked us to correct it. n yar. u know wad. ppl were laughin again -_- i fat cnt guai de mah. CUTE ALRIGHT. u all dun hav the opportunity to look this cute so jealous of me wahhaa. see my photo last time is like wah fats piling up. cant even see my eyes. n den like too much fat difficult move :X wahaha. toked to serene today (: haha,mr ang today no come leh yeeppie!!!

I wanna say thank you

'cause it

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

k-box+spidey(:

2004-07-06T09:16:00.000+08:00

ok. going to type wad haoppend ytd n today out cos ytd night i happily typed my blog at lyk 10+pm? n hafen write finish keep chattin on msn so nv touch this window. n den 12++ i on the phone with serene till like 2++am.den i sees that not many ppl online liao so i decided to switch off the comp. yar-__ n i dont rmb i am typing my blog halfway v long leh ): nvm. n watch euro final ytd "morning" so sian so wenta sleep at 3+. here i go:

hmm ytd went k-box with saulin chanel n jinghui. yeah. thr total cost for one person is lyk $17++ maybe bcos its sunday bah. its jus a small tiny room n 2 mics n some furnitures n den we jus went crazy :X sang alot of songs FIR,yida!,5566,RnB,cyndi,jolin,shanwei,jay,angela++ songs weeh. went siao liao. those catchy songs we jus jumped up n down in the room :X haha (the door is transparent de) ppl passed my mu du yi qie. hmm the tidbits quiet ex we no order send in themselves. is those kacham puteh--> ? type de. 2 small plates $10. budden u can refill as many times. but still not hua. sang for 5 hrs no voice liao :X

weeeh. today went to watch spidey, but its so er--! at first. its like.we decided to go bishan budden use net found out bishan no tix leh. n den we went yishun. budden yishun is 5+ den got. then we went bishan hopin to see the 4.30 show budden go there. wth. all before 7pm tix all sold out. n we saw a neoprint shop there;) new de. n decided to take. maybe its bcos we too many ppl liao n dunno how operate. it turned out to be my worse neoprint ever.(didnt i promise myself not to take neoprints with my hair liddat-__-)? heeh. n when selectin normal machine is select wad u wan. tt machine is discard wad u dun wan. n we tot is select type de. so we nv press the ugliest de. WHO KNOWS~ it printed out our ugliest de. argg. n den we finally ended up gg sun plaza watch-_- wl. 4+ de no more so we brought 6+ de.watch till lyk 9pm. hmm the movie not bad. but the effects quite scaring. haha wanted to scare ppl ended up ownself gort scared :XX

haiz... hope everything will be fine x( dun wanna lose a gd friend.

chung cheng high main

2004-07-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

hmm today went to chung cheng high main to celebr8 chung cheng high 65th sch anniversary. reach dere already lyk 2+ liao. n den loiter very very long n went to the auditorium. shit 4+ den the ceremony start. tt vip lor. dunno so long den come. 2b were playin behind.lol. n its bad to have 2 principals. must listen to 2 loooonnnnggg speeches. still got chinese n english. arrg. n den prize giving worse. more than 100 of them bah. haha cchy clapped esp loud for cchy ppl on stage. (i clap esp loud for yuting okay) n we got no chance to see band n scouts performance. after tt stupid long-going-to-sleep ceremony end already 6+ liao. still so hot. n then board bus bac. that stupid bus driver i'm going to curse him. hope u next time drive get accident. step till banana skin when walking. freak. cnt be negotiated. tell him yishun n katib stop say cnt. he got no instructions given for that. n den drove us back sun plaza. hai us still need take mrt back to yishun to meet yuting n shinni to makan.but on the bus a damn funny thing happened. wahahha. goes like this :

while we were on the bus n den beside us another bus mah. so we see inside is which class n saw that mrs goh. n we keep scoldin her n callin her fat pig. n den elx, who was sittin by the window keep wantin find out wad class. n who knows. at the backseats.there was that fab***,wahha n i saw him waving hysterically at elx. wahaha den elx took her blazer n hid inside. n den so many traffic light n the two buses keep stoppin beside each other. n there he is smiling n grnnin n waving away,(elx still hidin in there) n serene pulled her plazer off n when elx look up she screamed. everyone in the bus was lookin at her. n rene return elx keep hidin n serene make the love shape usin her hands to him out. whahaha. n den i make the *i love you* hand sign. budden dun expect to make directly at him right. wahha. so i hid under elx blazer too. n den put my *i love u* sign up. (looking like THATS elx hand) whahaha. shy shy. :X

XXX yi shang qu zi bu dai biao minmin xiao jie de li chang :X XXX

we went to burger king eat. haha very hungry since i jus ate a piece of pathetic cake in the morning n skipped lunch. den i went home bring dinner back for family first n went back meet them go shop shop. haha explored the sabrina's secret lol. the sec edition was lip gloss de. budden same price w/o the box. n den we found some opened magazine n browse inside to see wad's the free gift each issue. was back hme at 9.30 :X now very giddy n feel like puking.

er--?

2004-07-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

heeh dunnlo wad to put for title :X hmmm. today quite normal? yeah. ms lim no come. n we recieved our youth day present. a file. i took light blue de.n mdm yeo quite angry today i guess cos ou jian tie bu so late den passup. n mdm yeo praised the flower mom de elx dun be happy too early. x) my idea alright.. haha. n den mus faster do chi proj. dun end up like jian tie :\ can liao.. bleh. n our thinkin teacher call mr...sai wahahaha . n look at xiner n elx reaction when they entered the class. lol. tot we al bluffin them. n dey played with my flower again. esp use the white one... become jasmine trias wahhaha. n erm paste in on a papaer *er-hem*.science gd lor. go lab they all anyhow sit. me leh. stuck with osburg. cos i knew nobody would wanna exchange seats with me right? arhhgg. but haha. he keep doin stupid things. took bus today back hme too. but its takin jiajia car to sunplaza n alight first. cos rene dad no come n fetch n she rang up xiner. n we stopped at sunplaza to wait for her. yar. she took preety long to take the bus.tmr gg chungcheng main for 65th sch anniverssary. hmmm. hope to hav fun there.

boring day

2004-07-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

bleh today jus sux. ytd too - again. erm.. yar but of cos better than ytd... since we not rushin any work liao (: hmm assembly we got NUS chior performance yep. it was nice. n when cchy chior came up. well--- shi wang. no sound coming out of their mouths liddat. dnt we mr samuel tan teaching -weeppie. ah ting no come sch todae... ): i didnt miss her x) n ms norfida no come. n was stupid stupid maths lesson. i didnt get any sum correct-_- n all the way was chattin with elx nv hear wad mr ang say.so long no take bus home liao (: haixxx eye quite sore after ytd night ): bleeh dun wish to write anymore

sucky day

2004-06-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

today jus sucks--again. all the dae was pia-ing our jian tie. n now fianlly got it done. but haven hand up ye :\ althouy the dateline is today. argg. no fun. n den sucky pe with sucky teacher teaching. how i wish xiner's jiejie was back.. frisbee is alot better i guess. althou sometimes so sian. but surely better than see this cnt-run-tell-us-run teacher. i tot after doin jian tie would be much relax. pia for 2 days in sch durin lessons liao leh. budden todae i still have art,lit,2 maths hw to do...AHHH! n i do so long guess only got one pathetic one correct out of 5? haha. n todae gd lor. brought kang nai xing to sch for proj. n they keep playing. still take the si ren hua go giv ppl -___- bleeh. n den the dunno who two sittin in front of me with their two roxy bag everyday dunt have ruler. today still more li hai. zhan my ruler qi you. take 2 hme -_- lucky i still have my long one to do my maths =\ okay lar. hao xing lend u all. or else wonder how u all do maths today :x must at least tell me mah :D serene smiley ruler also can use =D

ya. n sihui today jian tie bk did a comic strip wahhaha so lame~! tokin abt a boi call (ge) n his sis call (xian dou) n xian dou wanna eat icecream den his bro hold(la) his hand go. n den xiao dou say. ge la dou (gelato) ice cream will be healthier.wahhaha get tat? hey but put in jian tie is gd idea lol. at least the judges get to see some lame jks n luff.

blah

2004-06-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

today jus SUXX hate it. hmt class was quite fwunni cos i coiouldnt get over xiner's error in readin the wrong word. she read hong pen pen as xiang pen pen n i dunno why i souldnt stop laughin n tt "somebody" sittin on my right was laughin at me laugghing?. n she laughed.. i continued. n laugh n laugh. i used tb to cover up my face or else mdm yeo see think i siao or wad. laugh till whole passage gonna end den stop wahahhahaha.

next at hall was mrs sim naggings.siao liao first dae come here nag soooo much. wow. our class is overcrowded. we will get insufficient place to survive n tough competition. >.< 45 ppl. in our class -jaws dropped. blehh. todae was so busy rushin jian tie in classes :\ cham i till now haven do finish bleeeh. how i wish 5 ppl do together each of us do 2. wahahah .wang xiang---

im nothing. nothing at all.

sch re-open

2004-06-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

well. today is the day sch reopen le... bleeeh. went around with my stupid hairstyle. wow alot ppl chnage hairstyle too. yuting changed. huifen jeanette sihui. jiajia. me -_- n baggies too. hiifen jeanette yuting jiajia serene me =) change till wahseh all chiobu !! me leh.... wahahahahhahahahha fugui!!!!! -___- BLEEEEEH. sch isnt fun at all today so sad. n cchy new buildin stopped work. cos tt company went bankrupt :x n next yr den complete. then hear mr yap say if we change in sep we will still be in afternoon session in the new sch till next yr. wahseh gd lor. budden-_- .. wahhaha me n corine got the same bag but diff color. her's is orange colour. hahah osburg brought fengshui book today leh. tmr lend from him see my fengshui lol. bleh. i dun look forward to tmr.

chi proj-_-

2004-06-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

haiz today do chinese proj. xiner cut hair too. hee. we two tmr cnt jian ren ahhh!!!! now den i realised wad a bad haircut i got. one side long one side short behind n infront so short bleeh. n doing proj abt chi tea is soooo hard!! bleeeh. saw norlyn dere wahha no face see her >.< i cover my my face with my hood. den go eat n went shinni hse to have the things we researched typed on comp. n dunno xiner they all learnin wad dance steps la. n we watched new york mintue half way haha. its nice! so fwunni. n the part jane ryan speaked chinese... er--- is that chinese? lol. haiz tmr tmr or should i say 14 hrs later will be the beginning of nightmare. esp when i haven studied for my test, haven done finish my hw!!!!!!!!!

north+cwp

2004-06-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

weeh. well .ytd i cut my hair -_- wah so short :'( hmm haven do finish my hw yet. blehhh. okay. erm... jus went out with serene today. actually just wanna go north point to buy my bag. den erm well. only got ornage colour. i dun wan to be the spotlight in sch. lol. den go shop shop. eat mochi moshi? n cheese fries. yumm. n later rene wanna go clementi n i accompany her wiat for her dad's car.n wait wait wait. for lyk 1/2 an hr? she called her mom n dey already at clementi le. LOL. n den she no keys go home -__- n den she suggested go cwp buy my bag. den when i tap my card, she couldnt get in, cos she DIDNT BRTING HER EZLINK CARD OUT. ok fine. so i came out of the same station n wasted 40 centes (:

den decided to take bus loh. lol. tooked alot on the bus. haha. den erm shop at cwp n brought my bag ((: blue de weeh. n erm we brought a pair of shoelace. for skmess common thing. (all skmess mus buy ah! n den we shop n shop till 10 liddat den come back hme. lol(ps: maybe rene is still outside her hse? waitin for keys)

orchard

2004-06-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

weeh. so today went orchard WITH YUTING!!!!...hmmm first went heeren. took neoprint lol. hmm abit mess thou one neoprint very de nice le. ANTIQUE de alright-.- den we headed towards taka to look around. n wanted to buy kappa sch shoes but its either no hab size or too tight in front -_- wah den saw one shoe think of buyin the white one(available in many colours) to be sch shoes. but see the price $54 haha. forget it -__- but wah very comfortable! den we ate octopus ball n popiah yummy! hmm also went wisma. saw a ripcurl wallet $12.90 only ;) nice [dont snatch from me] :X heeeh. suddenly jus now guai guai do hw. but only cut some letters for the newspaper thingy out nia. gong ci fa cai nice =D but hor very guo-hun! everytime stop at e most excitin part!

chocotoppings!

xinlin hse

2004-06-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

i cant believe it. its jus 8 more days 8 more days n its my end of my holidays :( . skmess havent go out ALTOGETHER to have fun yet did we. serene is back today. n elx n sihui shall be back by tmr. 9 more days... n i havnet done my proj!!! argg. so i went to xinlin hse watch tv aka study:X haha at least did some chi n thematic. well. *got the tot of copyin* :X n i read finish that stupid book which argg. that stupid woman. n i can write book review later on (: one more hmwrk complete. but.. haiz.

chinese project

newspaper thingy

~~book review(s) (2)~~

thematic book

maths hmwrk

awww. i jus wish i could cancel one!!! but it's all h a l f w a y done . bllehhhh

orchard ((:

2004-06-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

weeh. so today was going to orchard with xinlin. but rachel n samantha lim came along. haha sam was actually going to buy linger**** with her friends n erm..rachel i dunno. budden we still went out the whole day together (: rachel is friendly n looks like ms norfida :X except rachel is shorter n ms norfida eyes are much more bigger. haha n sam is still the same. as in..loudspeaker n big eatter.

haha we went to sakae :X haha ate jus some dishes n its so ex -__- then went to take neoprint!:D at heeren the green machine i guess. at first there's a note stickin over the coin slot. but we ignored it thinkin is some prank done by some kids. n when we were takin halfway e staff came bleeh. the machine isnt spoil or wad mah... then the sec one is the roattin cam de. it was spoilt at first. den we take finish liao it print out like go out of the box. so we complained :X n took another one for free =P but we couldnt get back e old one.. but nvm i think the sec one looks nicer :) but it's still spoilt spoilt kind lor.. nvm la. not gonnna take that liao:D.

hmm later went shoppin at taka n kino. going out with them quite strange. speak english de. but they mix mix type:X haha then i got speak lil eng la. but mostly chi too.sihui gone for KL liao. n i guess elx too. bleeeh.

home

2004-06-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm so today serene went to camp till sat so there will be one lesser ppl to chat with. n sihui is gg to KL tmr i guess. :( n elx will be gg overseas too :(( bleeh. hmm today jus slack at home. watched a documentary in the morning about the world war 2. i tt reminded me of history test! arrg. hmm maybe this is a slight revision for the chapt.n i read storybook today(nan de right) haha. but the bk is duh---damn stupid woman. brought my bro out to buy dinner back n he argg. was running about. n choosin food to buy for so long when he didnt know how to eat most of the food. throwin his temper around.freak. gonna kill him one day.arggg jus now still nearly choke on green tea :X tmr gg orchard with annabelle (: long time no go out liao loh. last went to orchard with her was on labour day. so hope tmr will be fun (:0

sweet dream do come true?

sunplaza

2004-06-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

alright today went sunplaza. was actually meetin serene at the bridge. but she went dere herself.then i boarded he bus. n once i sat down an indian lady was *pointin a glass bottle at me* n "JROIUDHKKU#)*_#)#(@@$%FCDF away. i was like HUH? then she keep lookin at me. then i dun dare look up at her. so i keep sms-ing all the wae till i reach my destination. phew. then we went library to teach sihui maths. n serene has been makin some silly mistakes of 2x's . n nearly did finish my mathhs. so off goes a homework (: then we went to the arcade to play. hmmm. today v cham:X then went dis fashion gia gia aww "so sad..." serene is gg for camp tmr n sihui is leaving singpaore again n elx got camp till fri. i will tryyy to miss u all ...:X