up
down
Friday, July 16, 2004
its 1.30am now. aint it a long time since i wrote a long entry? yesh.gonna write y blog slowly :x since im watchin tv:X all of them went offline le. nvm i still needa rruuusshhh my chinese proj. wonder if we can hand it up on time. since its like last minute work. we haven got alot of content. not alot of pics. handwritten n all these shit. idiot. shouldnt have done last minute work. n everyone isnt very cooperative. i mean. why grumble if i jus asked you to write out A page. since i had already written alot more than that.argg forget it. not to be offensive.

well my day. started with some lame presentations of some classes. but isnt it quite rude to anyhow take ppl's pic to "display" it to the whole sch. n its okay if its interestin but it isnt:X i dunno whether if permission were asked la. but some innocent ppl also got their face displayed to the whole sch.isnt it. -.- er. why mus i care? forget it. dnt. tt mr lim kpo sia. anyhow scold us. siao. n dnt started the metal workpiece. asked mr tan for the change of seats.cos i dun wanna be stuck with 3 guys. so i exchanged with jonathan. n we were supposed to stand up to do the workpiece but i cant bend properly. my spine still hurts. so i requested for a chair to sit n do (: hmm now i guess ok le bah. n den recess was like sathis confronting sathis to say she had done her duty n blahblah. duh- after recess mr lim scolded us ): cos of ppl chewing chewing/bubble gums in class.chew chew chew! chew like a cow! opps. hmm im innocent too -mr pringles face. lol. hmm but i sorta saw someone chewing even when ms lim ask the ppl to own up. e person dun dare bah. guess tt ppl swallowed it down lets hope his intestine sticks together -thats wadds ms lim said. tryin to upload a song now. hmm but i guess its too big. haha.elx gonna fight with me for that song :X i'll upload first;) n yeah. ppl sant seemed to tag my tagboard. poor thing ): later gonna solve the stupid problem. n science dunno wth ms norfida tokin. i jus missed a day of lesson in sch n woah-- all gone. dunno wad I V A wadeva~ teacher sayin. argg.

ya know wad. YiDA is comin to singapore,his homeland. wooohooo~~ i guess im gg to see him:x its been a long time i last went to an auto session i guess. n i definitely wont miss yida out. yeah~. let me remind myself. its on 24 july sat 5pm at IMM atrium stage only sign gaiban i guess if i memorised it correctly. weepeeh. hmm i dunno why i today so bek. keep findin jiajia hand to vent out my anger. arrggg. i even teared away my mcdonald coupons into tiny pieces. brand new :\ nvm. im not gg to use it anyway. haha is it another way of saying "im tearin 'money' to shreds?" forgett it. n today sat jiajia car home so quiet :X i dunno why. nv even toked. i guess im thinking.. why am i so bek today ? :X hahaha forget it. hee. i jus found the midi ;) althou a little zaoxia lah- haha but nvm. i won elx~ minmin rox better than elx do. lol. haha who asked elx. siao one. today the newspapper she jus scribbled ELAINE ROX!ELAINE ROX!ELAINE ROX!ELAINE ROX! on particularly every single page of the newspaper. she's mad ok. lol.we even threatened her lol :X if she contuinued.. we will pass it to.. er-hem.

i guess im being more un-socialize? hmm is this the word to use? drifted from some of my friends. i mean when im sad or wad. didnt even tell dem. maybe its like. i needa explain a whole new chunk to them. that i dun even bother to write or say it out. jus too complicated n complex dat i dunno how to phrase it myself too. so... why bother. since nobody listenin too :\ wow. now its 2.30am i've been typing this blog for an hr:X but of cos im not so slow. i mentioned i had been watchin tv jus now :D n findin the midi. n yeah. if u heard the song. dun mind i put it here alright. didnt meant anything.i like the song too.

i guess i wont be sleepin so early tonight bah. since i slept from 9.30-11.30pm jus now. luckily i woke up. or else i wont be even doing the proj:X n im being woken by my mum. nagged me up to say that i made the house so untidy n messy. freak. n dunno why she in such a gd mood to buy a new tee for me. but she dunno wad pattern i wanted so she say she givin me money n asked me to buy it myself. eee.. then she come back so bbbaaaadddd. gave me lesser than the tee cost. say i ownself give. i shld have told her to buy right-.- den i no nid payy extra money. haiyaya speakin of proj again. i seriously think jian tie is muuch more fun than dis sttupid thing.so boring. i guess everyone feels this way too bah:X althou jiantie was abit more rrushher than this. but that is much more interesting. haiz. i wonder if we were gg to delay the proj.if seriously, we cant get it on time tmr. we had got too few pgs le ): nobody is motivatin anyway.

things arent the same as last time is it. now i dunn even know wads happening. im in a mist of everything. n i dunno if i can trust the ppl around me. i dunn even know if i should help. but maybe im more of a hindrance than help. no more smses. no more chats. no more anything anything. blahblah. even if we do. its so short n topic-less.i cry no more (: since maybe im too tired to? or jus why should i? or wad? i dunno.but i dunn need another apology okay. dun think u felt bad tokin to me afterall. i dun mind.why should u.or u r jus that too.... that u dun feel like toking. i dunno. u used to speak to me. but now. i rrly have no idea wads happening. misses the old days. :X i mean perhaps months ago or wad. wooowie. i dun think anyone have the patience to read finish this super duper long entry bah:X lol. tagg me if u had read finish:X opps i rmbeed my tagboard is spoilt? yeah.RMB to fix it. i still feel like typing:x althou my proj is still lyin in front of me waitin for me to touch it. but i dunno wad can i still type anymore:X forget it. im off to templete to add the song n aadd my new tagboard(: saved this first. muackies my friends. muackies u~!

Don't speak, seal your lips,
please don't say a word
maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me
but I don't want the truth to haunt my memory

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
the flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years and I'll take the tears

I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
you gave me more than love
but never thought I cared
my feelings were all for you
althogh it didn't show
I only told you the day you let me go

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you, I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears

Now I realise that your not mine
but I'm hoping the pain will ease in time
although your leaving, I won't say goodbye
because I know your here with me inside

How is it now that I can tell you i love you
how is it only now that it's too late
What can I do the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears


-----

ahhh~~~! i left this blog an hour agao n why am i here again?!? its 3.45AM now?!! did i forgot that i needa go to sch tmr? did i forgot tt i need to reach sch at 9.30am?! why arent i sleeping. aww should took a night nap jus now. read thru ppl od jus now. my dear______ i dunno wad had happened, but cheer up(: er. u wont read this anyway.nvm abt tt.i read thru vanessa llooonng blog too. althou managed to read a few days de only since its too long. missed out 7days i guess. i needa wake up tmr at 7.30 i guess so i onyl have 3 hrs of sleepin time. but why am i still here ); n i still havent finished my proj. should say i haven touched the pen. since jus now. i rather visit other ppl blog :X actually felt like buyin yida gaiban tmr b4 i shakes my butt to sch. but.. i needa reach sch early n the cd shop isnt open yet :\ nvm theres still a whole new week before he comes (: weeh. im waitin for FIR too.to come say july come.. but i dunno when.waitin to gai ban too:X hmm think its been such a long long longtime sincw we last took neoprints. hmm should say not long. the last time was when we watched spidey isnt it. but its a COMPLETE COMPLETE failure that i dun feel like keepin it. felt like sms-ing somebody now. but guess thatt person already slept bah. at this late hour. nvm. i dun interrupt ppl beuaty sleep.im feelin hungry now:X but no, if i eat. i'll have to slp at a later time. i wonder how am i gg to survive in sch tmr..dozin off in MATHS CLASS? oh...:( thinkin tt mr ang LURRVES callin my name n.. the maths test that im sure to fail. awww. *stomach grumbling* n mdm yeo, maybe givin us a black face for our proj X_x n if tmr im still the same as today. oh no-- wahaha i sound silly n dumb:X btw the abv lyrics was sorta not-new(old) by a1 ben x) i'll take the tears if u didnt know. n as u can see. i changed a new tagboard. hope this one is workin. if u still cant tag. prompt me in msn ok. n yeah. enjoyin the new song in my blog ;)? heeh. zaoxia right:X next time im gonna put spongebob squarepants de. wahahha. found a funny version of it. this entry is too long:X im not gonna type anymore:X althou... forget it.

the reason is youuuu. u dun need to be perfect.
- just so beautiful____7/16/2004 01:28:00 AM;


name
age
gender
school

BLOG MOVED
blogspot
blogskins